you're my rainbow, my rain, my sky.

ahh. it's been really long since i'm home alone on a weekday. it felt so secondary school day all of a sudden. i remember those days of secondary school holidays when i'll just stay home and slack 24/7. but now it feels like O's period, when i have to motivate myself to study. but srsly, my modules doesn't interest me AT ALL.

now at home there's 2 major distraction. my lovely bed and laptop. but i can't do without my laptop cause i need to practice for my Microsoft Word test on wednesday. i can't fail again cause i flunk my Microsoft Excel already. ahh damn. i really need to buck up!

i promised to study at 2pm! and i shall do it. shall start the ball rolling by reading up on my accounts first! it's really a freaky module!

got to go. but before that. i wna whine! please pardon me.
I LOST MY FREAKING 50BUCKS! which means i really got to go on a really budget budget this month! F-ING HELL!!

i'm right here waiting for you,
to pick me up,
and never let go.

went for ICE camp organising committee meeting yesterday and i swear the meeting was kind of a torture to me.
it's WAYYYY too serious. damn different from those funny meetings we have at sports club. how flexible can our club be and i'm really damn glad. i can't imagine myself attending this kind of meeting every now and then. ahh shucks.

okay. in food team for ICE camp. drew lots and was made the food I/C. ahh please. don't despise me. so what if i'm a Year1 with not much experiences. i think i can do better than you. stop asking me to do this and that. show me a wee bit of respect. don't get on my nerves. ahh w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r. i srsly can't work with people who thinks that they're great. GREAT? oohyar, my ass.

enough about meeting, it's enough to kill my mood.

it's finally saturday. and it's study week next week and then semestral exams. i don't have too much time to worry about any other things already. now i just wna study and do well for my exams. i don't wna be a failure.

talking about failure, i failed my accountings test as expected. but i didn't fail too badly, so it isn't that bad. i'll study accountings and try to pass the semestral exams. WORRIES.

before i end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GASTON! (:

if only it all never happen.

clare fell sick.
i caught a cold.
i'm too lazy to elaborate.
school's boring.
exams are coming.
no trainings = FAT!
didn't went to shop for a long time.
hate statistics tutorial tomorrow.
bye for now! ):

but you chose to let it go.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT! hope that you had a great birthday!
went over to pat's house in the evening for his birthday party. after dinner and cake cutting, they were all drinking. okay, MOST were drinking. and some got really drunk. they don't know what the shit they did. it was really hilarious to look at drunkards. they're just not themselves.
and of course, Clare didn't drink! :D
was playing poker with Joy, Kuang, Shingchoon, Gaston, Steven and Jason. was on the poker game when the bet was a snap on your ears. i got 3 uber painful ones from Kuang! but but. he got painful ones from the others too! so we're quits! i thought Gaston was quite funny when he drank quite a bit and when he lost his ear rings. hur. reached home at around 1230.

i shall stay home today and probably study a little. semestral exams are really
approaching. ooh shit.

the picture we took with coach on her last training with Dunearn. i just receive the photo. i really miss playing Netball with these girls. :(

was it what i've wanted?
i'm doubting myself.

i'm so so so damn glad to tell all of you that my Marketing project is OVER! no matter what the result is, i still haved a sigh of relief. it's a damn good feeling after my group presented. PHEW!! thank god everything went well. nothing major happen.

went for a super uber small meeting after class. then SPtunes after with Sports Club people. nothing much. but i was really impressed by bah. that guy can really sing. didn't join them for dinner cause i was really tired.

pictures after Marketing class! for the other 3 groups presenting next week, WORKHARD!! (:









GOODBYE!

i'll wait for you, at the place where we first met.

i really hasn't been feeling well these days. headache just come as and when it likes, and sometimes it really felt like it's gonna burst! maybe i just lacked some real good rest.

i'm so glad Marketing presentation is tomorrow. please wish me all the best and hope that the tutor is in a super duper good mood tomorrow, or i'll have a hard time handling his questions. i'm so sure i'll be able to sleep in peace tomorrow night cause my misery is finally OVER! it's double YAY-ness. but still, i hope for the best.

Marketing lecturer have just left and the new guy just came to took over on wednesday. i swear i dragged my feet to school that morning just for his lecture cause i was so damn curious how he'll teach. and gosh, he's a billion time worse than the previous one. the previous lecturer is such a good speaker, i've always loved to attend his lectures, but now. ohman. forget it!

i got to go write up my speech for my presentation already! till next time. :D

you brought me closer to you unknowingly.

my concentration level really sucks, i got distracted like very easily.
that's why i am here blogging when i have Econs test tomorrow.

i'm feeling frustrated. suddenly i remember when people say that being in Poly is slack. like oh my shit college people, it's not exactly like what you think. we're slack in the sense that we've got less mugging to do, but all the projects are bombing us like nobody's business. and we've got test every as and when too! it's not like what you think, we're just less 'book-based', and time is more flexible!

okay. i think i'm just super frustrated that i've got a test tomorrow and semestral exams are so near. i'm meeting my doom!

i got to get back to my books now. damn.