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results are back. as bad as what i've imagined. nothing to brag about. i've said upteen times that i'll study and i'm really gonna put it into actions soon. i don't wna get the same kind of results for semestral exams. i can't afford to forward any modules. give me a pat on my shoulder as encouragement people. stop demoralising me. greatly appreciated.

towned with Mummy yesterday to get my dress for Cousin's wedding on the 1dec. okayy. white dresses are really hard to get but still i found one. phew! Cousin's are all getting married one by one recently. yeah. years passes by so soon! soon it'll be my turn? stupid.

watched Memoirs of a Geisha again. for gems project. okayy. it's draggy. i almost fell asleep, like what almost happen years ago when i watched it in the theatre. i still can remember whom i watched it with. proves that my memory isn't that bad yeah. okay random.

IDEAS presentation was okay on Monday i guess. at least we didn't screw anything up, though we didn't make it a great one though. IDEAS can be a chore, if we don't learn to appreciate it. whatever it is, it's just smth that we've got no choice but to do it.

school has been kind of boring recently. people are all having their exams. and goodlucks to Alyssa, my newly found gf for her MST and music exams. but don't brag that you dont have classes! we'll hang out again once your exams are OVER! (:

i've realise i've been visiting HollandV a lot recently and Alvina and Co. it's like... our routine if we want Subway or Cold Rock. good food are just simply irresistable.

Bindy isn't back from her OCIP trip to Vietnam. somehow somewhat, i've been not meeting the Clique for quite sometime. blame it that i'm the only one in SP. shitttttt. and Andy is flying off to Japan for his holiday. dear friend, please be nice and buy me something back! HA. xD

okayy. i'm lazy to continue. goodbye.

*mum was standing behind me when i blogged and she saw that i didn't do well for exams. she asked me not to waste money and study hard? is that what she meant by giving me encouragements? okayy. i'm so disappointed with her, but still, more of myself. i need some good words, not some insults. that wouldn't work for me.

clarechew is not feeling good now.

i wish for another land, where no one knows me.

i've decided to keep the blog simple. a simple template with no tagboard. but you guys can comment if you want to. (:

IDEAS presentation up tomorrow. i guess it's gonna be...LAME!

i watched one of my favourite movie at home today. the day after tomorrow. i simply love it, don't ask me why.

went over to Sathish's house yesterday for Deepavali and pus it was his birthday. i swear his sister is cute but she's really quiet. she doesn't want to reply me when i talked to her. i give up. his family is really nice people! :D though the dishes was a lil spicy for me. after Sathish treated us to Swenson's ice cream and i went to town to meet Alvina, Elmer, Joey and Nic. weird combi we know. by the time i met them was already 8. dinner again and walked around. the guys was looking at girls and nic said it was a 'pretty ladies night'. i have no idea why too! went home at around 10. that's about it.

clare leads a boring life. HAHAH! (:

i swear MST sucks. it's not surprising if i don't pass any papers. i shan't elaborate.








ideas can be such a bore till my classmates start to snap pictures. the other 3 are camera shys! :D

i can't wait for friday's 3pm when my exams are all finally over! i'm waiting. till next time.

i found out some things, but i feign ignorance.

okayy. i'm back from SMAC nightwalk. i'd say my station is kind of SCARY? designated above LT5. it was freaking hot. alright. nothing much. we took a few pictures. and Alvina seriously look like Pikachu.

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the other pictures are with Lina.

alright. i stayed up through the night. couldn't sleep in club last night. Borrowed laptop from Lezlie and wanted to watch High School Musical but i couldn't find the file so i didn't watch in the end. others was playing Risk while i surf the net. all went to sleep at around 6 in the morning and the only people left awake is Joan. we had some little random chats and went to have mac breakfast. YUMMY! mac breakfast is LOVEEEEE. (:

watched Sports Club vs Design Club's captain's ball intercons, clementi for lunch and home sweet home! bathed and slept like a pig till 9 when mummy was back with dinner! :D

i'm getting random at blogging these day.

lazy to start with my e-learning work. i've so much things yet so little time. banner painting in sch tmr. Touch at NTU on Wednesday. i need some time to study for MST, do my projects and meet up with friends! ):

i do hate e-learning.

replies to tags:
JENNIFER. yeah. like after so long! seeya around again soon! much loves. :D
EVEINE. ooh it's you! hurr. anyway study hard for MST. seeyou at week7!
FARIZ. dont leave your shit here pal. (:
HENRY. thanks yeah? hahah. you should sound more sincere!
KUANG. no i'm not. and goodlucks for intercons.

i hope one day i'd be just us.

the show on channel 8 had just ended and i was seriously TOUCHED. mummy and i were crying. i have this sudden urge to blog about what i've felt towards l-o-v-e.

it's been long that i've not believe in that. as in, i do not think that anyone could accept me for who i am. i know i'm not perfect, and no one is. i'm willing to accept the one i love/like for his flaws. but i guess all humans are very realistic, they want to find the one who they think is best, and have the best.

i think 'love' is a very vague word. everyone have different definitions and way of looking at it. but to me, love is when i can trust a person wholly and accept him for who he is. i'm looking for my self-confidence now. i do admit that i always have quit low confidence about myself. one little word here and there might hurt inside, but i appear to be really fine. i show my dislikes for people. i wouldn't take an extra effort to suck up to people. maybe that's my weakness. i need to do something about myself.

it's been 8months since i'm single. everything seem to go well. i hope things will continue the way it is. i'll just let nature takes it's course. to have it, or to remain the way it is. if i'm willing... ... ... would you?

sometimes i just need someone to tell me, 'everything's gonna be fine, i'll be around for you.'

i'm not emo.

you're the pills that made me smile.

i went back for touch training after 2 weeks. it didn't felt that bad afterall. it was raining initially and Joan, Delene and me was so reluctant cause we were feeling lazy. but i guessed we all didn't regret going for training yesterday. it's really good to train with Baby Angels. most of us are back for trainings. i'm glad with them around training!

nothing much about school. but i'm seriously getting lazy day by day. i'm lazy to wake up in the morning, resulting late-coming almost EVERYDAY? i know it's a very bad habit and i'm really trying hard to change it. why is there no straight bus from home to school. i hate changing bus, especially when i have to wait for 74 when sometimes it takes bloody long time to come!

i'm seriously craving for Subway and Starbucks now! oohman. will someone be nice and have them with me? hurr.

i know i'm having bad hair days. i just want it to grow fast. stop giving me unwanted comments. greatly appreciated.

alright. i shall stop here.

you might be the reason for the smile on my face.

alright. this week passed rather quickly. classes are still boring as usual, i guess i don't have to say this at every post of mine.

first ever sports club women's soccer training on friday. Patrick was our 'coach'? hur. we all had fun though we can't really kick the ball well! but the girl from finland who's under exchange program at our school now is really good. i'm waiting to see her score a goal for us. one more training on monday to know our positions and the rules, wednesday would be our match with SP women's soccer team. ohhhhh man. Pat keep on saying that we have the chances of winning, but i srsly think that the chances are really low. DAMNNNNNNN. just hope we wouldn't embarrassed ourselves too much!

have been hanging out with the year1s of sports club and people we know from ICE camp. afterall we concluded that ice isn't that useless afterall because it did bring us together! :D and i'm glad that i found these people.

next week would be a hectic week.
Match with SP women's soccer, SPSS test, Econs Retest on wednesday.
ITAB2 quiz on thursday.

why does there seem to be so many things but so little time now!

and oohyes. join facebook! i swear it's fun, though it's kinda hard to manage it! (: