Thursday, 31 May 2007

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touch rugby carnival


don't leave me wondering;

had touch rugby carnival today and skipped school. met the girls at 1120 at dover mrt. went to grab some bite, waited for everyone and trained down to yio chu kang together. the journey is long. so tired and sleep asleep for awhile. these few days are really very tiring.

m1 touch rugby carnival was held at YioChuKang stadium. warmed up and played the games. lost for some and drew for others. yeah. it's our first game. we merely trained for 5 trainings and i thought that this result was good enough. seniors was really good. they're the ultimate! SP ANGELS WOOSH! if only we could be like them one day! can't wait! left earlier after our match ended and went back to school with Joan. TeamAce went for movie and i didn't go cause i was too tired. i don't think i would be able to concentrate so decided to give it a miss. sorry guys. i'll join in future, promise!

weather was freaking hot. and i realised i got a little darker already! the sunblock that i applied didn't work! damn. i don't wna be darker! the good thing about poly is that training's is at night, so you won't get dark! hahaha.

dinner with sports club guys and went home. alright. that's about all. till next time!

Wednesday, 30 May 2007


i finally know, who cares and who doesn't.

uncle left us. we'll never get to see him again. he left us so early, so sudden that i don't even know how to react to it when i got to know the news. there's no 'insurance' to our tomorrow, and i've learnt to treasure the things and people around me.

life and death is really just between you heart beating or not. when it stopped, everyone will cry and mourn for you, but how long does this continues? a day, a week, a month, and as time slowly pass by, everything will be forgotten. how many times we do actually think about the friends and relatives who have left this world. life still goes on, everyone is realistic and materialistic. no one lives for whoever. it's just us, and our tomorrow.

i've not felt this kind of feeling throughout my 17years. but this time, i really felt something. my uncle's death is an impact to me. he loves me, dotes and me when i was young. he's just like a second father to me. cousins and relatives all reminded me that i'm the one that he dote on. i'm really sad that he's left me, and i won't ever get to see him again. i'll miss him. i regretted not visiting him often while he's still right beside me. we just take things for granted, thinking that everything is just so easy to come by. we don't treasure the people around us. i really regretted. deep down in my heart.

he'll live in my heart forever, no matter how i may become. he's the one who left one impact on my life. he made me who i am today. i may look okay, i may look fine. but who can feel the pain that's in me. i'm really sad for cousin too. she just lost her dad just like this. we promise to live life better, cause i know that's what uncle wants everyone of us to do.
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went for touch training after uncle's funeral's stuffs are all settled and done. i'm really tired now. i only had 3 hours of sleep the past days. and there's still M1 touch rugby carnival held tomorrow. i'm missing loads of classes and stuffs. got to really catch up. i'm shag. bye readers.

Saturday, 26 May 2007

Down


i wish all worries can be like bubbles, easily gone.

okay. i've been damn tired for the past few days. lacked of rest and tired. esp yesterday.
went back to Dunearn yesterday and met up with the clique. many came after i left for training. but i'm glad i saw the netballers, friends, teachers and canteen vendors. BUT! Dunearn's security guard cna be such an asshole. he thought he's so great that he can lecture us? WTHELL. i wish he burn in hell.

so i woke up in the middle of the night yesterday to vomit. got severe headaches which made me vomit. i guess it's migraine again. then i walked to my living room and lie on my sofa. didn't ven went back into my room. i remember that i thought my aircon was too cold. but i've no idea why i didn't off it and sleep on my bed. so i just slept on the sofa till me dad woke up and saw me there.

stomach have been giving me problems for 3 days already. wonder what's wrong and maybe i should visit a doctor soon.

project was cancelled today. i wasn't feeling well and Clifton had something on. stayed home all day and had a good rest. Dad called when i was having my afternoon nap and told me a bad news. God took someone dear to me away from me again. haiis. but, it's just life and death. i've got to learn to take it easy. i didn't even get to see him for the last time.

i've no mood for blogging. thanks to everyone who cared.

Dear uncle, i hope you're doing better up there. watch over all of us, and i'll always miss you. thankyou for all the moments and love you've showered me. i love you.

Wednesday, 23 May 2007

SENTOSA TRIP!


you make me jump for your love;

sentosa trip with dbf04 today! it was fun, fun and fun, though it rained! but nothing can stop us from having fun!
haven got the photos yet. some are in my phone, but most of them are taken in JunHao's camera. i'll upload and blog about today when i get all the photos.
it was really an experienced with the class. we played volleyball, captain's ball, guys played soccer, swam, and i was buried in sand for the first time of my life!
my classmates LOVES to bully me. everything that they need or want a girl to do, they'll CLAREEEE! wthell. i must act petty!
ate Carl's Junior. they Vanilla Milkshake is NICE!
watched Blades For Glory with Yanli, Jeraine, EnTong, Samuel, Sathish, ChiuMan, Clifton after. it's funny! but a short movie. shopped around Vivo and bus home.
i love my class more and more! PHOTOSSSS, I WANT!

Monday, 21 May 2007

listen carefully;


my ♥, say my name, will you;

My Wish- Rascal Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

grant me my wish, please;

Saturday, 19 May 2007










i'm looking at you, from here;

nothing much today! met up with my girls after school today. Zhiyun is so sweet! she went to buy cheesecake for us after school. OHMYGOD, THANKS YELLOW! went Queensway to have lunch and bought my soccer boots. yay, like finally! i got kids size 4. i didn't know my feet was so small. went town after cause serene wanted to buy sweets! guys joined us. damn. i bought cookies and sweets too! don't ever bring me to those tempting shops again please! hahah. E-learning week, i'm gonna grow fat! but at least i can sleep late next week! YAY!
but seems like next week's rather packed.
Monday- Marketing Project
Tuesday- Sentosa with my class
Wednesday- Poly50 training
Thursday- Sports Club event
Friday- Marketing Project and Dunearn to get cert.
woah. it's full. but i just need enough sleep and i'll be contented!

okay, pictures for the day! (: