do i still love you like those days, i'm thinking.

i'm having random thoughts now.

i've been blog hopping today. saw SERENE's post and it reminds me of a lot a lot. the good old days the clique have with each other. we wait for each other after tutorials, crapped as a group during recesses and we play and joke as a clique. i'm glad that though we all have went different ways and met many other diff people, we'll still stay together as a group.

another blog that gave me loads of memories was my junior's NG SIQI's blog.
the part that she quoted what Coach Yirang said to her makes me think a lot.
though i've gotten many scoldings from coach when i was in the netball team, i'm still glad that she did. at least if she scolds, i know i'm not hopeless.
i remembered she said that i was a player who needs scoldings to be motivated. i really love Dunearn netball team and everyone there. i know this won't be back again but i'm glad we all hold the same memories.

i've learnt to treasure life, no matter how bad it turns out to be, face it with a smile. that's about all. we control life, not the other way round.

MST WEEK

take my hand, to a place where there's only you and me...

i really dread exams. i can't mug, i can't concentrate. i admit that my concentration level suck quite much. i'm gonna flunk my Statistics paper today. firstly, i woke up late. then i was late for the paper by 15mins, and i couldn't concentrate during the paper! WHAT THE SHIT! but anyway, i'm glad that it's over! YAY!! Econs testerday was okay. i just anyhow wrote when i don't know how to do it. yeah, no comments.

went to town with Yanli after papers. bought stuffs and i'm happy! my shopping crave is finally done. i'm so SO happy! hur. i realise we've many things in common. Pepper lunch for lunch was satisfying. Saw SERENE PEH at town! i'm so glad to see her. (: i'm a happy girl today!

but i'm sad now, cause i got to study for Accouts paper tomorrow. so sick of it! 2 papers down, 2 more to go! >.<

now i realise, we're actually from different worlds.

today's the WORST day ever.
went to NP to have training early in the morning, Delene's my motivation, cause i promised her that i'll go. and i'm her motivation too! hur.
i puked and had migraine during training, which was horrible and terrible! the sun was SUPER hot. and i din had enough rest. shit.
i felt really lousy today! REALLY REALLY LOUSY!
puked puked and puked. even on the bus ride home. thankgod i had plastic bag with me, or the driver's gonna kill me! it's the first time i puked at trainings. i feel old and weak now!
came home and slept non stop. and finally, i'm feeling SOOO much better! thanks to everyone who cared. sometimes a 'are you okay!?' from friends works wonders. (:

oh yar, my N73 spoil. damn. N series phone sucks, SERIOUSLY! don't ever buy them!!!

i'm gonna mug now. time's running out!

MY BIRTHDAY!

something's missing, tell me it isn't you.

it was a memorable 17th birthday.

i shall start off by thanking everyone who wished me. the list gonna be long, please bear with it and i hope i don't leave anyone out.

Bindy, Serene, Zhiyun, Rachel, WeiJie, Fahrun, Wesley, JinFu, Jiawei, Henry, Joe, Sean, ZhenMing, Joan, Lina, Steven, Adin, ShingChoon, Jason, Gaston, ChenYe, Kuangwei, Delene, Bernice, Charlene, Benjamin, Kelly, Andrea, Nicholas Khoo, Joey, Micheal, Sujata, Patrick, WeiXiang, Thomas, Leon, Samuel, Sathish, Samuel Phua, Isabel, ChiuMan, Clifton, ZhiMin, Isabel, Jeraine, Vina, Farhani, Candice, Chai Leng, Lixia, WanTing, EeChen, ChongLee, Zac, ZhiLing, KiaJoo, SiQi, Helmi, Iris, Nicholas, Sarah, Cephas, YanLi, KengWei, Victor, Novan, Kelvin, Keng Kang, ZhuXin, Wei Liang, Kian Seng, and everyone else in SPSSC who went for the bbq yesterday. i seriously hope i never leave anyone out.

there's Sports Club bbq on my birthday! so conincidental.

Adin came over at around 11 plus in the morning yesterday to pick me up. took the Hotdogs to his car and we went to pick Amin up. i sat at the back of the car and i felt like a good. beside me was pails, food, drinks, chicken wings and everything. eeewww.
reached ECP and went to BK for lunch. Settled down at the bbq pit and we played captain's ball and cards. rode bicycle and started to bbq. i didn't get much food cause my ulcer hurts and i'm tired for that moment. ate a little.

Steven they all bought me a cake! it was really a surprise although i've sensed something suspicious already. but still, thankyou. it's really great to have everyone to sing you a birthday song and they sang English, Chinese and Malay version. WOAH! thanks guys. i really appreciate it. left at around 1am with Adin, Su and Amin. i went over to Su's place to sleepover. we chatted and gossipped till around 3 plus and we both fell asleep. was suppose to stay at ECP but i was tired and it's far if i stay. no one to send me home the next day! SORRY JOAN AND LINA!

woke up at 11plus this morning. bathe at Su's place and went over to JP to meet Adin for lunch. we were freaking hungry. went home after and here i am blogging. was suppose to go school to study with Su and Kuangwei but i'm too tired to leave home. SORRY GUYS. (:

most people bought me sweets and chocolate. there's others but sweets and chocs are majority. thanks everyone for everything. i really love them all! (:

that's about it. i had a special birthday this year. YAY!

THANKS!

beautiful things are short-lived, just like you and me.

went for CIP today. it's out last visit to Bishan Home For The Intellectually Disabled. weather's freaking hot today, and we had to do weedings. srsly, i think gardening's so not fun. went to town to meet my Marketing project group. we was suppose to meet at 1130 but i reached at 1230. i'm so sO SO SORRY!!! we changed out topic and decided to do on Converse shoes. finally we're getting started. phew!

went Ten Mile Junction to met up with Adin, Steven and Amin to shop for the things for Sports Club bbq tomorrow. they're real jokers. i can't stop laughing when i'm with them. they really do retarded things.

the clique in class gave me a box of chocolate for my birthday. thanks girls. i really appreciates it a lot! A BIG BIG THANKYOU! and i'm quite touched that the class sang me a birthday song. i'm a lucky girl. heh. mum bought me a cake too. it's an early celebration caused i won't be home tomorrow. it's weird to have 2 of my parents to sing me birthday song but they really did and i'm really thankful. i love all of you! (:

and lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE PEH! the 5 of us love you many many! <3

that's about all. till next time! xD

Cousin's Wedding!

attended cousin's wedding at Holiday Inn Hotel today. it was okay. i'm tired to elaborate. pictures shall say it all.


self obsessed.


acting stupid.




dad, mum, auntie, estee, effie.




TOILET!


Hotel.


i love my cousins!


DADDY! :D


they were busy preparing!




Estee!



missed rugby camp cause of the wedding. i hope the girls had fun training. (: i'm burnt from wednesday trip to sentosa with the clique! but i'm glad i met up with them. it's been long!

RAHHH.

i want joy overflowing!

RRRAAAHHH. i couldn't get 14, 4 or 9 for my touch rugby jersey number, cause all's taken! i'm slow. i should have told them earlier. alright. i got 24. it isn't that bad. at least there's '4' in it, and Joan's 25! we're side by side. i love JOAN. she's my bestie made in SP!

and there's Touch camp from the 15th to 17th June. BUT! i can only be there on the 15th. cousin's getting married on the 16th. damn. seniors say it's an important day. cause coach will take in consideration for the IVP team. eeewww. it's okay Clare. there's still not year. but still, SIGH.

nothing's much. i'm excited about wednesday, when i can meet my CLIQUE and have fun together. i love them! (:

sinked in your music.

i pigged the whole day!

every email and friendster messages sent by you brought me back memories, every word seem so real then. i wanted to delete them away, but it's our memories, i decided to keep, till the day i found someone else. you're gone, forever, from my side. i wish you all the best, and i'm sincere. but i'm glad, we're still friends.

i'm in the midst of your love.

I'M SO GLAD MARKETING CA1 IS OVER!!!!!

BUT I'M EVEN SADDER THAT CA2 IS COMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wtf wtf wtf wtf, just let me whine, cause another nightmare is coming.

presentation went okay today, just that 3 members in my group were late, and of course i'm included. got a earful from him and marks will be deducted (he said?). whatever man. i seriously can't be bothered with him. please let Marketing be OVER as soon as possible. it's making the whole dbf/1A04 to lack of sleep! yesterday, the whole list of class was online (except 1 or 2 at a time), but today, there's only 3!!! WTHELL. we're all busy pigging. i just woke up from my sleep.

bless me for my second CA. make it a success again! YAY! (:

i'm TIRED!

it's not complicating at all, all the answers is right there, in your heart;


i'm seriously damn tired. lacking of sleep and over using my energy from all the trainings! i need some good rest. can't wait for Sundays, when i can just sleep for the whole day. ohman, hurry Sunday, I LOVE YOU!

school this week has been all about Marketing project. i'm seriously getting sick and tired of Marketing. hope to get the last 2 projects done and do it well once and for all. i thank god that there's no Marketing module next semester. it's so demanding and expecting more than what we are taught. we ain't professional marketers you know, our dear lecturers and tutors. please understand. we have also totally no experiences AT ALL.

MST week's coming real soon, after the 2 weeks vacation, and i really need some serious mugging. i don't know wthell is happening during tutorials sometimes, just TOTALLY lost! Econs and Accounts are enough to kill me for exams. ohmygod. so people, whoever wna mug, please ask me along! or i'll be sleeping thru my vacation break!

Rugby training yesterday was tiring. the sprints and drills made my legs went wobbly. and especially the 20 squats punishments. but we've only got ourselves to blame, for not throwing and catching well. school's management sucks. they off the lights on the dot at 8! can't they just on a little while longer. we're always playing games in the dark and it's so damn hard to see and play. everyone couldn't see the ball and it keeps dropping. the game couldn't go smoothly. that's why whenever it's playing in the dark i'll get a little lethargic. cause it's really pointless.

poly50 training today. 4 rounds around the track and 6 times of 200m sprints. ohman. i nearly died but i pulled through! SO PROUD OF MYSELF. but i think i hurt my left knee cap. it's kind of painful when i'm trying to squat down. and my legs are tired, wobbly and whatever you can think of. feel so crippled. dinner and home.

i'm home early today and i want to sleep early tonight. i can't be bothered with whatever that is undone already. i just want to get good sleep, if not i won't be able to concentrate in class! so it's pointless.

ohyar. Sports Club agm tomorrow. please get 100people down so that we don't have to do it again, cause i don't wna wear formal again! urgh. it's gonna be my first time wearing formal in SP tomorrow. sucks, i hate it!

alright, that's about all. till next time!

it doesn't matter anymore;

Would You Be There - Redwan Ali

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if i am away
would you still think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, ~hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away would u be there...
Would you be there to love to be with me

Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away
would u be there..

i'm so addicted to this song! (: