the songs that you played and sang for me.

nothing much today. went to meet Kuang and Amin to go queensway cause Amin wants to buy his soccer boots. i wanted to buy fbt shorts and shirt too but i'm running low on cash this month so i shall wait till i get my allowance next month. tsk.

training today was cancelled last minute due to the heavy rain. but thank god. or i think i'm gonna be covered with mud if i play on the DIRTY school field today! so yucky! so went over to Jurong Point to meet Su. slacked and talked at Coffee Bean.

the weather was freaking cold the whole day! they say that i'm a so-not-girly girl cause i don't bring an umbrella out! i couldn't find a umbrella at home so not my fault right! TSK.

okay! gonna stay at home tmr to do housework. i dislike holidays cause daddy would ask me to do houseworks! TSK. schedule for tmr : change bedsheet and mop my room! SIGHHHH. bye all!

you left me in doubts, and never return.

Economics paper's O-V-E-R! meaning exam are all over and i should be damn glad, shouldn't i? BUTTTTTT, i'm not. cause i know i'm gonna fail econs this time round and i have to sit for the retest real soon again. it really won't feel good seeing your admin number at the school's notice board. tsk. but what to do, i really suck at econs, trust me people.

went to discuss the stuffs for ICE camp after the people's paper. it's really a big headache cause we haven really started and i've got the feeling that we've kinda screwed. oohman. i don't want to be such a lousy food i/c, may god bless me and at least let me find the quotations by tomorrow. i'm praying hard.

went to exercise with ShingChoon, Pat and Su after. it was their so called 'sports day' today! we played badminton first. it was really funny, but i really sweat it out! it's been sooooo long. finally i free lighter after today! then after is basketball. shooting. okay, i kinda suck at shooting from a certain angle! no matter what can't get the stupid shots in, TSK! but i practiced okay! i know nuts about basketball, so please pardon me!

oohyar. and i didn't bring anything for exercising today! so i borrowed Su's extra shirt, Jinna's fbt shorts, Schoon's socks and don't know whose shoes. nothing from head to top was mine!

when i came home, i realise i got one big blue black on my knee! Mummy kept rubbing it and TA-DA, it became all red and big!!! take a look!!


okay. i need to go back to school tomorrow again. i feel life-less going back to school everyday, but still, i have to get things done. sigh. bye people.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUANG!

i've learnt to smile, even when life brings me down.

alright. about school first. one more paper to go and now i'll be enjoying my one month holiday. i'm praying hard that it wouldn't be a boring holiday. or i'd rather have no holiday at all. i'm beginning to miss exercising.really getting fatter with loads of extra fats.

fireworks yesterday was nice. i really love to watch fireworks. though like what someone said, it's short-lived. but at least you knew you once had it, so why grumble. life's always unfair. had a good chat with Andy too. i'm glad we can still be like the good old days, when we can talk about anything and everything under the sun.

watched Secret during the week too. it'd touching. but nothing like that gonna happen. life is just like that. it's all about making choices. everyone is bound to make the wrong choice once or twice, but it's alright as long as we know how to face it. i've learnt, and i will. no one cannot live with someone or something.

there's many regrets in life. but i know i shouldn't look back. cause it's of no point at all.

okay. this is getting naggy. better end here. till next time.

i took that much time to forget, i don't wish to waste more.
cause you're totally not worth it.

accountings exam yesterday. i wouldn't say it went really bad, but i would say it's okay, though i didn't manage to balance the balance sheet and my answer was wrong. still, it's over and i'm glad. one paper down!

Marketing is up next on thursday morning and i've yet studied for it. no motivation. hopefully the paper will be manageable. i'm praying really hard.

i can't wait for exams to end, when i can shop, go for trainings (to burn fats), play, slack and enjoy everyday! there'll be class chalet, ice camp, everything and anything except books! whees!

you chose it, don't look back at me.

When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
When You're Gone

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it ok
I miss you

aww damn. i got emo listening to this song again. the lyrics are just like so damn hurtful.
it's just replaying itself on my media's player.
but Avril Lavigne songs are damn nice. i was listening through all the songs by her in my player.

i'm damn stress about accounts now, i needa whine! ahh shucks. i need someone, who can give me some comfort and assurance. ):

the friends closest to my heart.

i'm meeting them tomorrow. like yay-ness. it's been long since i met them. (:
i'm suspecting myself from having some sort of brain tumour, cause i get headaches and migraines damn frequently these days. ahh damn. please don't let me die too early.

met farhani this afternoon. she came over to school to find me and i accompanied her to the sinseh. it's been long since i met her and it's great to catch up with her. the gossips, nonsense and FOOD! whees. clare's a happy girl today!

i'm craving for 3 things.
SUBWAY
PASTAMANIA
PIZZA HUT!
ahhh damn.

you're my rainbow, my rain, my sky.

ahh. it's been really long since i'm home alone on a weekday. it felt so secondary school day all of a sudden. i remember those days of secondary school holidays when i'll just stay home and slack 24/7. but now it feels like O's period, when i have to motivate myself to study. but srsly, my modules doesn't interest me AT ALL.

now at home there's 2 major distraction. my lovely bed and laptop. but i can't do without my laptop cause i need to practice for my Microsoft Word test on wednesday. i can't fail again cause i flunk my Microsoft Excel already. ahh damn. i really need to buck up!

i promised to study at 2pm! and i shall do it. shall start the ball rolling by reading up on my accounts first! it's really a freaky module!

got to go. but before that. i wna whine! please pardon me.
I LOST MY FREAKING 50BUCKS! which means i really got to go on a really budget budget this month! F-ING HELL!!

i'm right here waiting for you,
to pick me up,
and never let go.

went for ICE camp organising committee meeting yesterday and i swear the meeting was kind of a torture to me.
it's WAYYYY too serious. damn different from those funny meetings we have at sports club. how flexible can our club be and i'm really damn glad. i can't imagine myself attending this kind of meeting every now and then. ahh shucks.

okay. in food team for ICE camp. drew lots and was made the food I/C. ahh please. don't despise me. so what if i'm a Year1 with not much experiences. i think i can do better than you. stop asking me to do this and that. show me a wee bit of respect. don't get on my nerves. ahh w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r. i srsly can't work with people who thinks that they're great. GREAT? oohyar, my ass.

enough about meeting, it's enough to kill my mood.

it's finally saturday. and it's study week next week and then semestral exams. i don't have too much time to worry about any other things already. now i just wna study and do well for my exams. i don't wna be a failure.

talking about failure, i failed my accountings test as expected. but i didn't fail too badly, so it isn't that bad. i'll study accountings and try to pass the semestral exams. WORRIES.

before i end, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GASTON! (:

if only it all never happen.

clare fell sick.
i caught a cold.
i'm too lazy to elaborate.
school's boring.
exams are coming.
no trainings = FAT!
didn't went to shop for a long time.
hate statistics tutorial tomorrow.
bye for now! ):