pick me up from this stranded island;

okays. Stats paper is over. i think i'm pretty much screwed cause of carelessness, short termed memory and my 'x' and 'y'. GOSH. well it's over, i just hope i don't forward. i really studied and practice, i just wna pass it. sighhhhh.

i seriously hate exams this time round, i don't know why. no motivation to study, headaches and low concentration level. i just wna whine.

Jason Stanley is talking to me online and he say he don't want to graduate. right now i want to graduate, but i don't know what i'll think 2 years down the road, with all the friends i've made in Poly. perhaps i'll think the same as him then.

goodnight all. i'm tired.

don't judge when you don't know the whole picture;
cause i'll see you as the big loser.

4 modules officially down today. bye to IDEAS, CRS, MOB and ITAB! i'm pretty glad.

exams in 2 weeks time. it's time to really study. i don't wna forward.

the week was a torture. problems and never ending problems. 2008 had a bad start. but i'm glad through this week there are people around who really helped a lot. Alvina, Yanli, Jason, Kuang, and Elaine. i appreciate these people, seriously.

IVP for Angels ended. it was sad when you can only stand at the sideline cheering them on but not anything else. Angels tried their best, and i'm proud of the girls. let's train harder! :D

i will study hard.
i will take care of my back.
i will drink more water.
i will find good food.
i will heed all your words.
i will sleep earlier.
i will try to bear with things and not blow up unnecessarily.
i will try to go home earlier from school everyday.
i will try to listen to mummy and not quarrel with her.
i will remember everything you say.
i will remember everything you have done.
i will remember 831 forever.
i will remember 4 January forever.
i won't listen and get sad over unwanted comments.
i won't scream when i see cockroaches and lizards in the middle of the night

thanks for the memories.


do remember what i last said to you.

a smile is all that i wanted to give;

a new year. 2007 seems to pass in a blink of eye. i could still remember the days i was working during this period last year, and panicking everyday waiting for O's results to be released. okayy i shan't elaborate. i'd only bore people.

i met up with the clipue for dinner at sakura in science centre during new year's eve and i'm glad i've met them like after so long. and caught up with Bryan too. he's still one great buddy who i can talk to, but please, STOP MAKING FUN OF ME WILL YOU! sometimes i just feel like killing him. his words can be really crude sometimes! countdown over at Bindy's place and i went home cause i got to meet up with cousins on new year's day! sorry peeps.

pictures when i receive them.

heard that brenda's gonna choose the team for ivp tomorrow. back pain totally sucks, stopping me from playing touch. sighhhh. i wna play so much but my back isn't giving in to me. i'll be going down to watch them train and cheer for those who got into the team. nothing more i can do. i don't wna come home not being able to bend and get a hell of scoldings for attending training when i haven't even recover.

but that also means, i must wait till next year for pol-ite and ivp. guess it's all fated! SIGHHHHH.

exams are coming soon too. plus it's the project rushing week. so many things to do and so lil time left. i better get cracking now.

dinner with joan, jaz and candy was funny. they're real jokers man! esp joan and her LAMES. we just feel like pinching and slapping her sometimes! HA.

off to projecting!

happy new year everyone. forget all the past, embrace the future with a smile.