in moments like this;

Touch Rugby Training and Bonding camp 09/10 is finally over!
I'm glad the girls enjoyed the short , tiring, sweaty and rainy camp.
the smiles on all your faces at the end of it told us that all the hard work was worthwhile. (:

i thank my camp committee so much, without all these girls and their wonderful ideas, everything won't be able to happen.
I'm glad that up till this point, i've still got these few year3s with me.
It's been a long walk since we're year1,
from strangers to acquaintance, and to friends,
till the bond that we share now.
i'm greatful i met all of them, and stayed in touchrug.

to my year3s,
it's our last season soon,
let's play our hearts out, give it a last shot,
and wish for the best out of it.
(hearts)

Christmas is just 2 days away,
and New year is just a week.
i hope, pray and wish that the coming year,
will be a smooth one.
i don't need wonderful surprises,
i don't need rollarcoaster year,
i just want it to be peaceful.

god bless.

Racing with time;

The hectic week is finally over.
Submission, Trainings, 2.4km, Sports day - CLEARED.

Angels all did great at Sports day(:



This is probably one of the event that i wouldn't forget about SP.

Anyway, MST soon.
I can't believe i need to mug AGAIN.
But after which it's Training cum Bonding camp and Christmas.
I am excited about it,
and i hope, the next year will be a good year.

I'm trying to walk out of my sorrows.
I believe, time will slowly wash it all away.
and soon, i can tell Alvina Goh(i miss her!) our favourite quote.

Dilemma.

pure & simple.

life's getting back on track the way i want it to be.
i'm happy with what i've got now,
and i dare not ask for more.

Last semester in poly already.
i know i'd miss school once i grad.
the very nice people i've met,
and the tears, laughters and gossips we've shared together.
so i promised myself, i'll make this last sem good one,
and leave SP with no regrets. (:

FYP is not-so-fun.
that's the worst thing ever in school now.
i hope it'll be over and done with.

just a random update here.
i will update more in future!




bye for now!

finally, a breakkkkkk;

have been busy with Touch ever since after MST,
POL-ITE trainings, POL-ITE trainings, regular trainings on Tuesdays and Thursday,
games, games and more games,
painful knee to horrible knee now.
finally, a short time to give school work some time and myself too.

POL-ITE was a rollercoaster ride for my emotions.
lost and not driven,
to the desire to win.
i'm glad how the team grew,
and became bonded as one.
no matter what happens, we will tell each other 'heads up',
and i know we'll continue to do so!

Youth in Touch today was tiring, sunny and warm.
i'm burnt, very very burnt.
i'm still brooding over my personal mistake (i know the girls know it's the phantom).
shame on myself being a captain and calling.
i realise when i know i am tired,
when my mouth works faster than my body and hands.
reprimanded myself, and i promise i will learn from it.
no more such stupid mistakes.

but we still won Angels.
i thought it was the best farewell gift for Brenda!

now main worry, submission on Wednesday and i am still at zero.
time to buck up!
but i need some sleeeeeeep!

anw, driving test on Wednesday,
give me all the luck you have people!

till then.

short-lived, like a bubble;

Officially 19! :D
one of the trainings was sweet. The girls bought a cake for the June babies!

Brenda, Val, Diann, Joan and i!


Picture perfect!

i love how bonded the Touch girls are now. Please study hard for those who've got tests, and work hard on your projects for the rest!
By the time we're back on the field training, it's time to show what we've got and play our very best.

Birthday was spend with the Clique at Botanic Gardens!
the place was lovely, almost perfect for pictures!
Frisbee, Soccer, Vintage Radio, Chats, Egg Mayo, 4 cartons of drinks, Nuggets, Uno, Laughter and the sun.
All that we could have asked for!



the People!


the lovely girls!

It wasn't a blast, but i was one full of warmth.

Alright. time to hit the bed soon! STUDY HARD FOR THE LAST WEEK OF HOLIDAYS! i dread saying that!
bye!

in the midst of;

no need for any fights,
no need for tears,
no need for pretence,
no need for clinging,
what yours will eventually be yours,
and what's not,
just say too bad YO!

learning to take things easily,
cause i know,
trying too hard doesn't make things any better,
it only makes you feel stupid, useless and a dumbo YO YO YO!

but wells,
praying for the better!

regrets?
i don't have that in my dictionary now.

bye all!

gutsy speechmaking;

holidays have been alright so far.
nothing much to elaborate,
if only everyday i'll feel like this.

sometimes, you may have lost something without knowing it.
sometimes, perhaps people just do not think enough before every single actions they make.
sometimes, we're just egoistic and refuses to reveal our true self.
sometimes, too many sometimes,
but one thing i know,
i control my life,
and not my life control me.
i don't believe in fate,
but i do believe in karma.

it's been a complicating week,
complicating week of mixed feeling.
at certain point, i feel as if i'm the happiest girl on the planet.
but wells, i also feel the other way round, the worst feeling ever.
maybe i shouldn't think so much and take a step at a time,
but when you found out something,
humans can't pretend nothing happen, or at least i can't.

enough of grumbles.
i will smile and pass everyday.
or at least, i am satisfy in the situation i am in now.

bye all.

the journey is far, but i know it'd all come to an end one day.

BD Presentation, CF project submission and farewell are all over.
The previous week was a so busy and hectic one. It's been a week since i had a proper long sleep to pamper myself.
i need one badly,
and i guess life's on the right track now.

i love every single one of them. Angels, always a family.

and i just realised,
it's already June!
time is flying.
i am one quarter done with my poly year 3.
omgggggggg

I am done, goodbye.

it's time to take a breather, but time seems to be running out;

Attachment have finally ended!
hear my joy and laughter.
i was giggling like crazy at the end of Friday last week, heh heh.

back to school,
everything on the right track,
school, tutorials and lectures, training,
i promise to attend all of them as much as i can.
just that there's more things to be busy about.
Trainings, CCA drive, farewell, upcoming competitions,
omg, too many to handle, too little time!

i love classmates.
they're the ones who motivate me to class.
and i like the bond that we share now,
simple, yet happy.

alright! Happy may ahead everyone.

who are true friends who will remember you no matter what, and who are just friends who tends to forget you when you try to make them feel treasured and loved? i really need an answer. close friends? i wonder who i have.

are friends like changing season, and you're just a part of the 4.

i am really disappointed in some. sigh.

anw last 2 weeks of attachment for me. hope it'll be over soon!

where'd you go;

itp is halfway done.
one more month to go!
i've been seeing Kailin and Su almost everyday!
they're now the people that motivates me to work.

missed Sports Club FOC this year cause it's really tiring to go down after itp.
plus i have got trainings every tues and thurs to attend,
too much to handle during this period.

money money money,
faster come to me,
although itp pay is only pathetic,
but i need it to go buy my things!
yesssss,
i am looking forward to tues!

Games Tour was good.
all we did was eat, sleep, shop, have fun.
shopped like mad and that is why i need money now!



Although i dont go to SPSSC often now,
but there are still friends that are close to the heart,
and friends that i would wna treasure.
Alvina, Sherilyn, Alyssa, Maureen, Leon, Leonard, Fariz, Glenn, Weiyee, Haowei, Steven, Nic Khoo etc, and even the graduated like Kuang and ShingChoon.
they are the ones who taught me in some ways, and helped me in another.
thank you people!

i foresee my last year in poly to be school, touch, classmates and projects.
but wells,
i am looking forward to school NOW cause i hate work.

bye all.

break; all that i need.

omg, i didn't know attachment can be sooooo tiring, cause in my mind, i only earn 3dollars an hour.
plus office wear everyday,
late being a very big issue.
but thank god my supervisors are niceeeeee so far! :D

been working, training, home, sleep,
that's like an every week routine.
nothing special. sighhhh
i have no life!

Dinner with some Sports Club peeps last Sunday before some went overseas for OITP!
takecareeeee all of you!



Beach Touch last Sunday.
made me look like a lobster.
it was fun, an experience!


Last Tuesday was the Jazreel the dear auntie's birthday!
she hit the big 2 already.
omg, in a year's time, it'll be mine!
and i'm already Year3 soon!!
but anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAZ! ((:

The Year2s with her! (where's Sya and Ayu!)

clare is eggcited for hk trip in 4 days time cause it means i can have a little getaway from work,
I CAN SHOP PLAY AND SLACK!
i'm so excited that i just bugged Sherilyn and ask her what clothes is she bringing!
okay silly.

anw i have an ulcer which really hurts.
i just googled 'treating mouth ulcers' and loads of remedies appear!
but all need LEAVES.
god, where do i find those leaves!

okay, i'm feeling sleepy again,
ALL THE TIME!
driving again tmr, HEEEEE,
byebyeeeee.

i feel like giving up;

seriously,
i really think i hate my course.
all the economics, Finances, memorising work are omg.
modules like Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity, business law, Customer Relations etc made things even worse by testing out memory skills.
the best person who can memorise and vomit all out during the test will the the one who scores.
i don't understand what such modules are trying to get out of us.

deep in thoughts today.
sometimes, i wonder if i'm a really good friend.
a friend that when someone has problems,
they'll turn to me.
if perhaps i showed a little bit more concern,
she would not have left school,
i would not have drifted from some friends,
and the list goes on and on.

but i understand,
everyone move on,
leaving some things behind.
as long as they left their happy footsteps in my life,
i should be contented right?

i don't know.
sometimes, somethings,
are just so contradicting.

anyway, attachment placement is out.
i'm going Prudential Assurance with Suzanna and Kailin.
count myself lucky to have companions!

Games tour and Junior Tournament clashes.
i dont want to miss both,
but sometimes,
like in life,
we can't get the best of both!

ahh goodbye everyone!
study hard and work hard after!

perhaps i'm just grumpy today.

struggling to get out;

school ended.
which means exams are really coming.
time to start studying.
but i have been procrastinating.
sighhhhhh.

ITP placement not out yet.
imagine they can't find a company for us,
which means NO ATTACHMENT?
i wish okay.

caught Benjamin Button with Reeve yesterday.
we thought that it was a great flim.
although everything happens slowlyyyyyy.
but it was nice!

now it's UCCD, TA, BLAW, FF, FMKT.
then after,
i'm gonna start my driving practicals!
then Surf and Sweat on 1st March,
and ITP on 2 March.

i shan't think too much and try to study hard.
byebyeeeeeee.

colours in life;

omg, 2009 is already going into it's second month.
which means,
chinese new year is over,
exams are officially coming.

schedules are out.
having paper on 17th, 19th, 23rd and 25th.
then after it's break for others but attachment for some of us!
omg omg omg.

Chinese new year has been pretty okay.
not much visiting done,
but still a happy long awaited break!

caught Inkheart and The Wedding Game during the past few days.
The Wedding Game is a big NO NO to watch!
i want to watch 'The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons'.
it's releasing this Tuesday,
anyone anyone? (:

Thursday was Seoul Garden with Reeve.
although he had a cough but we still had it cause i wanted to!
hahahaha sorrrrrrrrry!
but it was nice leh,
at least for me.
i don't know about him cause he's PICKY!


yesterday was a mini gathering at Alvina's place.
no pictures cause mostly was taken using Alvina's camera and she takes a thousand years to upload!
hahahaha.

now, i can't wait to know which company i'm sent to for attachment.
i hope it won't be too bad,
or please give me higher allowances!

ooh yar,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NANA ADAM AND MR JAMIEEEEEEEE!
byebye!

dreams held high;

ZOMG. it's already the third week of January 2009 and i still seem to be stuck somewhere behind time.
School's been really killing the past week.
projects projects and never ending projects.
TA test on tues,
FF submission on friday,
GEMS presentation on next wed after cny,
and UCCD presentation was over and done with on this friday.

omg omg omg. tell me exams are not comingggggg.
i'm not prepared.
someone please ask me to study!
i need better GPA. anyhow, i can't wait for cny.
so i can take a 2 days break from school and projects.
short but wells,
better than nothing!

i'd say my chinese new year shopping is almost done! GRINS! :D
after attempts to many many places.
Monday was Bugis,
Tues was Town,
Wed was Vivo,
Sat was Marina and Suntec.
ahh no more money! BROKE.
all the money daddy gave me FLEWWWWWWW.

he was nice on Saturday. ((:
vroom.

i wna go chinatown!
yay yay yay!

byebye!
time for yoghurt. (:

in between two worlds;

IVP ended with a beautiful note(at least for me),
everyone played hard,
gave out all during this season.
ANGELS ARE INDEED THE PRIDE.
we fought hard alongside with one another,
with a common goal in our minds.
although we're not champions,
but at least we knew we gave it all and have no regrets.
and thanks all those who helped to wash the jerseys! :D

yesterday was town with Szy, Yici, Mary, Amanda, Beep and Jaz.

few of us went starbucks before the others came.

went around for clothes and tattoo designs.
i want clothes,
while Yici and Szy want to get tattoo.

the 3 of us who sat down and slacked while Szy chooses her design.

look how excited Szy is!
she booked another slot to get it done.
but pleaseeeee reconsider cause it's irreversible!


anyway, joke of the day!
amanda had Salonpas on her chests,
which could be seen as she was wearing white.
UNGLAMMMMM,
but dont worry Amanda,
it wasn't a tumour!

alright,
i think i need to start doing my projects,
do my tutorials and attending classes.

i'm looking forward to cny,
although it's ony 2 days break from sch.
but when cny is over,
comes the nightmare exams, then ITP.
omg.

okay byebye for now,
i need to go hang clothes.

believing the miracles do happen;

okay SP is in the semi-finals for IVP this year.
somehow somewhat, SIM's game was forfeited.
i know everyone must be bitching about us,
home ground, bad refs, etc,
but we really tried very hard,
and fought till the very last whistle.
WE DESERVE IT,
no matter what others say!

anyhow,
i'm kinda drained from touch everyday for almost a week.
it's nothing but school, IVP, home.
ohmygoddddd.

but it's just the last leap,
we've all came so far!
i should not be selfish,
i will work hard and contribute to the team as much as possible!

(this sounds like a self motivation post but i can't be bothered.)

GO ANGELS!
play like we did today,
the 'never give up' mentality.
we're going up,
mental's up,
play's up,
talk's up,
and no matter what the result might be,
we're still the best!

I AM THRILLED.

SP VS TP
4-1

WE WON.

maybe if other schools see this at every of our blog and angel's blog, (
provided they have stalker like we do[nana]),
hahahah,
but please let us be proud for once.
fruit of our hard work!

Angels finally did it.
this will be the biggest gift to all of us.

:D

CLARE WILL NOT BE BEATEN BY TODAY'S GAME,
I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHERS THINK OR SAY,
AS LONG AS I DID MY BEST, PLAY ALONG WITH MY TEAMMATES,
IT'S ENOUGH.

i dont need comments that wont help.

sometimes i wish you were a lil more sensitive.

glittery;

last day of 2008 was a day that i'll never forget,
cause i got my tooth extracted!
it's not wisdom tooth people, it's just my molar tooth!
and it hurts like crazyyyyyy!
everyone said it's not gonna hurt,
but in the end,
AHHHHHH.

i think it was hilarious.
cause it was the first time i screamed so loudly at a dental clinic.
4 person including the dentist are attending to me when i get a little pathetic tooth out.
and i cried like a baby.

the pain subsided,
finally,
after i got my tooth out.
but now,
it began to hurt a little again.
painkillers are my best friends for these few days.

IVP is tomorrow.
OMG.
i hope my wound wont bleed when i play.
or the dentist said i should stop immediately.
I WANT TO PLAY.

alright,
countdown at zy's place after i took my dinner at home.
they were barbequeing and eating steamboat but i can't eat cause i can't chew!
sucks.

i foresee myself getting thinner,
EEEEKS.

enjoy 2009 everyone!
it'll be a better year ahead! :D