this christmas;

Christmas was a peaceful and lovely one with Joan, Alvina and Sherilyn!
Dinner at Seoul Garden with Alvina and Joan before Sherilyn came over to meet us.
food was a lot, ate like a carnivore and full like a pig!

hahahahaha.

camwhore after.

dxo for drinks.

26th was barbeque with the Angels.
i didn't do any barbequeing at all cause the juniors was so sweet!
they did all the jobs for us! HAHA
but i didn't eat a lot too!

the year2s and 3s.

Jazreel my Mortal! i hope you like the small gift!

Yici my angel! i loveeee her! and thanks for the gift! :D



Angels. :D

Yici, Joan and Nana came over to my house to sleepover after.
Yici drove! hahahaha.
you're driving's alright! dont worry.
but she was cursing so much on the road!

we chatted till we fall asleep!
they were all sleeping so soundly but my stupid toothache hurts so much that i couldn't sleep at all.
woke up super early for friendly at NUS this morning. sighhhh.
life revolves too much around touch these days!
but ivp's coming!
NO CHOICEEEEE.

melodies on white keys;

sometimes i wish i was a kid,
as carefree as they are.
but sometimes i wish i was a grown up,
so i can do whatever i want without any restrictions.

sometimes i was a had loads of boyfriends,
so that i can have them to accompany me one by one.
but sometimes i hope i'm single,
so i can do anything without any worries.

sometimes i wish i was a clubber,
so i can have fun all night long and forget all the troubles.
but sometimes i hope i was a geek,
so i only need to study and nothing else.

sometimes i wish i was in heaven,
cause it's so peaceful and nice up there.
but sometimes i want to be in hell,
so that i can haunt people i hate every lunar 7th month.

sometimes i wish i was a superstar,
so i don't have extra time to think of anything else.
but sometimes i hope i was an ordinary man,
so i can enjoy the nature of life.

sometimes i wish i was a hunter,
so i can treat every one i hate like a boar and shoot them to death.
but sometimes i wish i was an angel,
so i can forget all hatred.

sometimes...
never ending wishes.

holiday has been fine.
intercons is fine,
training is tiring,
ftt was good,
threading was painful,
but life was sucky.

bye.

sweet and low;

one week of holiday's over. and i think i didn't do anything much.
thanks to stupid flu and fever which comes and goes, annoying.


town with these 3 on last friday.
christmas decorations are everywhere,
but i'm not feeling it as much YET.
i love christmas,
love is all around,
and PRESENTSSSSS! :D

met up with classmates before Su goes back to indo for her holidays.
steamboat buffet.
filling, fattening, man tou (thumbs up), ate horrifying a lot.




intercons captain's ball on Friday.
played with my leaking nose.
being forced to the doctor after.
thanks to Reeve Seah.
or prolly i'll still be like a sick cat at home now!

went to cousin's new house today.
okay nothing much,
wanted to get new shoes but i can't find a pair that i liked.
damnnnnn.

i've already missed one week of training.
now i can't wait to go back to the field,
see nana's new hair, see joan's face with her fringe cut! :D
i've been missing out A LOT.
sighhhh.
bye all.

so many in one;

SC marathon finally over. it was tiring, fulfilling, full of blisters, loads of water station, sweat, knee pain and everything. but i'm glad i finished the half marathon. salute to all who finished the full cause i swear it's SUPER tiring for them. i almost died.
thanks boyf for being there throughout everything. though you were lazy too. (:

MST over,
holidays now.
short term break.
shall have sufficient rest,
plus meet up with those who i haven seen in ages.

i foresee training after training this holiday.

now, i just want me leg and back aches to recover!
sighhhhh :(

when autumn falls;

week has been pretty much fine. major projects are all done and handed. last week of torture to go for the term and we'll get a short Christmas break! i know everyone can't wait, including me.

Business Development registration day tomorrow. hope everything goes well and they won't split us up and just give us another retail option person to form the group, prayingggggg. training tomorrow. felt fat after skipping Tuesday's.

MMSP last friday was okay. the event was DRAGGY, as usual. Alvina did great! (:

MMSP with the lovelies.


Mr SP and sports club girls(:


Sherlim love(:


Amron and Joan. Joannnnn, you look tall huh, cough!

i hope MST will go fine and i won't screwed anything up again.

3 to do things on my list.
1. Study for MST
2. Gems report
3. Expo IT fair (i wna buy a digi cam)

bliss; something i wish for life

i foresee the coming week to be hectic, full of problems, drama and tiring!
MA presentation is up on tuesday.
i have one and a half more days to complete the powerpoint/html.

but the problem now is,
i dont know what to include,
no guidelines,
not sure whether to do in html or powerpoint.
this is nonsense.
i wna help but i dont know how much i can do.
UCCD and FMKT submission on friday too!

i wish this week will fly past quickly.
and now i want Tuesday 5pm to come,
cause it means presentation is O V E R.

enough of school work.

yesterday was good cause went to catch Madagascar with Boyf.

although the ticket cost me $10!
i thought it was okay.
funny, worth watching, lightens the heart! :D

wednesday was a memorable day!
M1 and Sports day!
rushed down to sch in between M1 carnival for relay.
and the trip wasn't a wasted one.
free jersey, PLUS first for both events.
i love the girls! (Jaz, Joan & Nana)
we make a greattttt team! :D
it was pouring so M1 was postponed.
ahh i dread M1.
forever wasting time and nonsensical.




bye all! (:

life; a game full of thrills.

hectic week.
Project submissions soon, M1, Sports day.
o h m y g o d !
someone please save me,
esp Ma project.
i'm LOST!
i think my groupmates hate me but i'm really trying my best to help and learn at the same time.
sighhhhh.

ooh.
something damn pissing happen today.
i swear Singapore is filled with uncivilized pigs, those aunties who think that they're very 'big' just because they're AUNTIES! WTF.

i was boarding the bus and a auntie just shoved me aside and boarded first.
the bus wasn't packed at all and CONFIRM she can get a seat.
can't she just wait first!?

i really hate those aunties who thinks that they have rights over everything just because they're older.
plus this stupid pig isn't old at all.
prolly like 50years old?
show us teens some human rights too.

not just because you're auntie,
i have to give in to you.
right ones i will,
but come on.
public transport,
everyone have equality, right?

Fuck.

okays enough of grumbles!
i need to get back to work now,
sighhhh.
it's piling up.

i hope time can go a lil slower;

pretty alright week.
loveeee Wednesday cause it's retail therapy with Nana and Diann after school.
Diann is my new partner in crime.
a big NO NO to shop with her when i'm broke!
hahaha. <3

Tuesday was friendly at NP.
nothing much, cause we were all quite use to playing with them.
but the people there are really fierce.

day out with Boyf today.
met at City Hall and walked around.
i love photo hunt,
and Shokudo for dinner was satisfying.
Mango ice was fantastic.

Robinsons was having sales!
bought Poiful and some random biscuit which looked nice.
money is flowing away like water this week.
i'm pretty broke now!
CONTROLLLLLL.

anw i'm glad things are going back to the right track now.


okay, byebye!

sunshine after rain;

okay it's week4 of school tomorrow.
time flies. i need to finish my burgernomics project, due soon.

Wednesday was a good catch up session was Joan, Alvina and Alyssa.
Joan and i waited for them for like 3 hours.
but did intensive btt studying.
and hard work paid off!
we passed. :D



Saturday night was spent in school. MM halloween night party.
nothing much, didn't go for nightwalk as either helper of participant cause i was lazy.
stayed in MM club and waited for Boyf to be back.


food was good.
or rather, we're all hungry!
left after, it was already 4am.

byebye!

checkmate;

pretty simple Sunday with parents today.
IMM for the third time again this week.
i can be an IMM ambassador soon.
going back tmr again to collect my jeans cause sent it for alteration!
Z O M G.

aunt's place for dinner after.
i felt love by the simple things adults does.
uncle gave me an extra fishball in my bowl of soup today and i felt, happy.
i'm quite a person who appreciates and remember every simple things that others do for me.
bad or good?

glad that there's no school tomorrow!
or i'd be doing my tutorials now.
(:

bye all!

stay calm, i know i can;

finally, laptop is back.

you know i really have a taste of what people say, Acer sucks.
and it really did.
hopefully this one will last sometime and stop giving me problems.

okay Aunt's wedding today at Conrad.
food was fantastic,
ambiance was good,
people were nice.

training has been really hectic these week since school started.
timetable is packed, then training straight after class on Tuesdays and Thursday.
zomg,
i need a break!
GIVE ME A B R E A K!
glad that Monday is a public holiday.
a day away from school.

school was ooookay so far.
except 8am lessons every Monday, Wednesday and Thursday.
i was only on time for once,
that very one time when i met Leon on the bus!
saviour!

wednesday is good,
cause there's gems.
coughs.

i'm getting a lil random here.

okay i'm lazy to go on.
takecareeeeee(:

relax; all i wna do.

school started already!

i told myself to be punctual to be early for classes today but wells, i was STILL lateeeee, by half an hour. thankgod the lecturer is nice and did not give a good lecture on the first day of school. glad to see classmates again and all their nonsense. (:
finally saw Sherlim tooooooo. she's like missing in action, like me!

training tomorrow. last 2.4km test, friendly with NP and RP.
seriously i still feel the fear when i play with these schools, maybe more confidence is all i need. if i think we're better, we are! come on clare, ANGELS CAN DO IT! :D

ended on a happy note today. met boyf after school to Bugis. his schedule seems so pack with driving and FYP. sucks.
he's taking his driving test on Thursday and i really hope he can pass! (: best wishes! clare yong yuan zhi chi ni!

ooh, i got the urge to get a digital camera for my own use! :S

okay just random! byeeeee all.

back to reality;

home after 4 long days. Ice, Sleepover, Raya Outing with Angels&Burners.

Ice was alright. it was more of a caught up with old friends for me rather than making new ones. probably i was too comfortable in my own zone this year and not opening out to others. it was still nice to see all the lovable people. (:
Sleepover was quality time spent though short, but sweet.

went to meet the Angels&Burners after. no clothes to change and have to borrow from Joan! Thanks love for bringing clothes for me. i swear i was super under-dressed. hahaha. and i realise malay cookies and chips are niceeeeeee. pictures when i get them!

can't believe school's gonna start soooo soon! it's like over in a blink of eye. i do miss classmates and those nonsense we talk at every break, the food (my fav fish meat noodle) and the environment. at least it freed me from work, right right right!? timetable suck pretty much cause i have three days of 8am classes and i foresee myself being late. it's not that i don't wna be punctual! i promise to make a little bitttttt more effort!

i need to go shopping soon. i miss those shopping company (Cousin, Alvina, Yanli, Alyssa and all, clique, boyf).
i am missing a lot of people suddenly when i just saw them not long ago! Boyf, Alvina, Sports Club peeps, Joan, Angels)
i really want to shop some day after school! pleaseeeeeeeeeee.

okay i'm in for a good rest tomorrow and volunteer work at Changi Beach for Safra Quadlathon this sunday morning! takecare all. :D

ooh yar. my Vaio is DEAD. it just died so suddenly and i got myself a Acer. many is telling me Acer is laggy, pleaseeeeee be nice to me alright my dear laptop.

searching my soul;

Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your
blog
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Starting time: 2342
Name: Chew Aiting Clare
Sisters: None
Brothers: None
Shoe size: Fiveeeee
Height: 158cm, S H O R T
Where do you live: Bukit Panjang
Favourite drinks: Green Tea, Bubble Tea, Sprite, Barley
Favourite breakfast: MacDonald's Hotcakes

Have you ever

Been on a plane: Yeap
Swam in the ocean: Nooooo, Singapore doesn't have an ocean, do we?
Fallen asleep at school: Simple as A B C
Broken someone's heart: Guess so.
Fell off your chair: Don't Remember.
Waited for someone to call: Duhhhhh!
Saved emails: Yahhh
What is your room like: Simple; Bed, Wardrobe, Mirror, Ironing board, TeeVee
What's right beside you: Phone, Sofa
What is the last thing you ate: Chicken Chop!

Ever had

Chicken pox: Nopeeee
Sore throat: Who doesn't?
Stitches: Nopeeeee
Broken nose: Nopeeeee

Do you

Believe in love at first sight: Nopeeeee
Like picnics: Once in awhile, quite romantic! :D

Who was/were the last person

You danced with: Danced? maybe at camp? Haowei? i dont dance lahhh!
Last made you smile: Reeve Seah
You last yelled at: Reeve Seah toooo. :S

Today did you

Talk to someone you like: Yeah.
Kissed anyone: Yeahhhh.
Get sick: Nopeeeee
Talk to an ex: Nopeeeee
Miss someone: Yeah!
Eat: Yes' breakfast, lunch, dinner!
Best feeling in the world: Seeing your loved one happy beacause of you!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yes, loads of them. but i hugged Spongebob that Reeve bought.
What's under your bed: Nothing?
Who do you really hate: ssssshhhhh, i do hate someone to the core now!
What time is it now: 1149

Random

Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yeap!
Do you have any siblings: i wished for a elder brother.
Do you want children: Definitely; but i'm afraid of the pain.
Do you smile often: Most of the times
Do you like your hand-writing: so-so.
Are your toe nails painted: nopeeee.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Parent's.
What color shirt are you wearing now: lousy billabong shirt.
What were you doing at 7.00 p.m. yesterday: Sleeping; it's public holiday!
When did you cry last: Yesterday night, when i was telling Boyf my scary dream.
Are you a friendly person: Guess so?
Do you have any pets? Nope. wish to have a dog. hahah.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now: At home.
Did you hold hands with the person who mean anything to you now: Nopeeeee
Do you sleep with the TV on: Nooo. hahaha
What are you doing right now: Blogging, Watching Tv.
Have you ever crawled through a window: Nopeeeee, so dangerous!
Can you handle the truth: Cant handle also must learn to.
Are you too forgiving: Forgiving and forget easily cause i'm forgetful.
Are you closer to your mother or father? Both so-so.
Who was the last person you cried in front of: Boyf?
How many people can you say you've really loved: 2
Do you eat healthy: i eat anything i want.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex: dont think so
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you: Yeahhhh
IF you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Sleep or torture boyf.
Are you confident: Nopeeeee

5 things I was doing 10 years ago

1. Studying in Greenridge Primary.
2. Learning Ballet!
3. Learning the piano?
4. watching tv and sleepover and aunt's place
5. I DON'T KNOW!

5 things on my to-do list today

1. Training at School.
2. Work
3. Workk
4. Workkk
5. Workkkk

5 snacks I enjoy

1. Natural Confectionary Dinosuars
2. anything that i like or feel like eating.
.
.
.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire

1. Buy everything and Anything i want!
2. Go overseas.
3. Revamp my room.
4. Learn driving and buy car?
5. Enjoy life with people i loveeeee.

5 of my bad points

1. Paranoid
2. Bad tempered
3. Cry Baby
4. Sensitive
5. Indecisive

5 people I tag

Joan
Yanli
Elaine
Andy
Fariz

it comes from nothing at all;

Angel's sentosa outing last tuesday! it was a blast, cause most of us had not had beach training before. (:

i got the angel's fire burning in me.





seniors. i know we all look like kids. the sun was hot and we can barely open our eyes.


so, counting down to the end of work! 3.5 more days! i really can't wait for saturday! :D

ooh, it's children's day today! Boyf bought me children's day present cause i asked for it! puppet barney, another word search book (it's gonna take me years cause i'm still stuck at #25 of my current book) and marshmallow! heeeeee, thanks.

ice camp is coming up on Tuesday, i've got no idea if i'll enjoy it cause i missed prep camp due to work. but just hope it'd be fun.

gems registration soon toooooo. i really hate gems.
was suppose to go City Plaza was couins for cheap thrills but was cancelled *pissed off i swear*
and sorry angels for not going for the Mahjong session, i msged Joan ans we were both tooooo lazy and tired.

still the same;

okay work for one and a half week already.
i really feel like giving up and just stay home and slack all day ong,
but for the money, HANG IN THERE CLAREEEEEE.

training and friendly on thurs was great.
i thought i never had this feeling for a longgg time already.
i enjoy touch, and those company.

though i might be missing out a lot of outings and lunch/dinner with the Angels,
but i'm still glad they're well.

Chinese Garden on friday with Boyf.
the lightnings are uber cuteeeeee.
esp the badbadtzmaru and frog.
heeeeee(:
make the last day of the week happy!







halfday work on Saturday then met up with Cousin for lunch.
Shokudo at Raffles City.
i thought it was nice and i like the idea of food bazaar concept.
i want to go again and try the other food! :D

then met up with Boyf.
went Nike and thought of using the Nike voucher that i have.
decided on a jacket but white in size S is sold out at all the 3 outlets i went (Suntec, Marina Square, Cineleisure)
maybe god's telling me not to buy?
fateeeeeeee.
bought Green nike lanyard instead.

Queensway after.
bought Dickies backpack.
the same as Charlene from touch.
contemplating for a longggg time,
cause didn't want to get the same initially,
but that's the nicest and i really like it,
sooooo...
SORRY CHARLENE!

this morning Serene msg-ed and said she got the same backpack too!
ZOMGGGGG.
how popular, how common.
boyf got eastpak.

Tuesday is Sentosa outing.
prolly i'll take a day off or halfday to join the girls.
i do need to get a life!

you know sgspree has been cheating money!
the exchange rate now is only 1.43smthhhhhh,
but some even charge up to 1.48 at their sprees!

wanted to get F21 tops but decided not to cause it's really wayyyy to high!
hope Cousin open the spree soon so she can get it for me.
P L E A S E!

now, i can't wait for my online shoes to come!

black and light;

first day of work was a-o-kay.
just that it's tiring to stare at the desktop for 8 hours everyday.
all i did was type type and type.

suddenly i realise that except my secondary school clique, i don't know which group of friends would always remember everyone's presence and ask when someone is not around.

classmates, Sports club, Angels, Ice Camp friends.
seems a lot, but ever wondered,
who really treat you real,
and who really notice your presence and missing?

probably i'm busy working now that i have this feeling. i dont know why too.

wells, i don't wna elaborate.

eeewwww,
hate to be feeling so.

BYE THEN!

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEP11 BABIES ONG ZHIYUN AND ANG KAILIN! :D
kailin: sorry that i'm working and prolly can't join for steamboat after my training! (:
takecareeeeeee.

i believe in silence;

period and cramps totally came at the wrong time.

skipped training today cause cramps was killing me.
i feel a lil guilty!
sorry girls.

tomorrow's first day of work.
i hope it'd be fine!
prayingggggggg very very hard!

saw Joan at lakeside mrt.
she's working hard!
:D

sighhhh.

away;

okay, exams are over.
i hope i'm gonna enjoy holidays,
but at the same time,
WORK TO EARN MONEY SO I CAN GO FOR RETAIL THERAPY!
heeeeeeee.

Friday was Teacher's day celebration.
went back to Dunearn,
met the people again.
and Elaine lovely too!
hey dear, if you read this,
i'll reply your mail soon!
i know it's been longgggg.
:D

RASF open house then Commex on Saturday.
thought me a lesson.
don't ever go for both at the same day!
hahaha.
my legs was superrrrr tired.

i was trying to be funny; JianYao's shades.




backviews;


pilot Marcus Yee took the photo for us!
hahaha.
Fart thought he was cuteeeeee.


Bindy's birthday celebration after.
it was a surprise!
hahaha
i love the polar puffs and cakes mango cake!
GOODLUCKS FOR YOUR PRELIMS BINDY POH! :D
we've beem friends for soooo many years already,
ZOMG.
maybe i'll get to see her have a boyf, get married and give birth too?
hurrrrrr.




i hope my spree items and blouse comes soon! :D

ps: i hope to go for a holiday with Boyf all of a sudden, even if it is Malaysia!