i wish i could run away from all these shits.

now i understand, what's the meaning of 'shit happens'.

this week was really full of shit. everything wasn't going well starting from the first day of school.

i lost my phone, i couldn't get transferred into dbf06, i got pang seh-ed by the guys who once promised that they wouldn't, i fell ill on Friday and was crying like no one's business, i missed m1 touch preliminary rounds, i miss first day of gems (no big deal though) and basically, i was just feeling like shit the whole week.

the thing that disturbs me most was my class now. i've tried all that i could have done to get into dbf06, but wells, i can't. i shall live on with it for the next 2 years. mind you people, it's not one semester or one year, it's 2 full years, the rest of my poly life. you all might say i can make new friends all over again, but don't say what you think is easy to do cause it's not as easy as how it came out from your mouth.

sometimes i tell myself that i shouldn't blame the 2 guys, but sometimes, i just can't bring myself not to. i know it's my own problems for not being able to get my ass in there, but it was their fault for breaking promises and went without Yanli and i. call yourself friends for being 'so-nice'.

but thanks everyone who have tried their very best with us, i really appreciates it and i won't cry ever again, for this thing. what done is done, right? no use saying sorry, guilty or anything. humans always put themselves in front of others. i dont blame their human nature.

Yanli, i promise to go through these 2 years of shit with you alrights. we'll either go into a class tgt, or stay on and live with it for the rest of our lives. we'll try to make friends again and everything would be fine, i hope/pray.

i'm sick of all these, bye people.

i haven met SPSSC peeps for a longggg time. thanks to these shits and myself for being weak and falling ill. i miss them!

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i wonder if i was right;

i've been bored at home the whole day. blog hopped and something strike me.

life is full of goals. whether you admit it or not, be it a big or teeny goal to achieve, everyone have a goal to look ahead of themselves.

i realised i've been missing out too many people in my life. those who were once close to me, seem to have drifted. probably that is life. everyone have to move on, know new people, new environment and everything.

Serene and Farhani is busy with Netball A' divs, schooling.
Bindy? prolly with catching up in her studies and Basketball A'divs.
Team Angels is training to prove the best out of us.
Alvina should be busy with dance and school when term starts.
Yanli is busy training for Canoe Polo, and we promise to study hard this year.
Joan is trying to learn to be independent and training hard for touch.
Lezlie is prolly working hard, earning money, practising with him band, church and projects which are coming up soon?
Weiyee told me his basketball trainings are finally starting again?
the last time Bryan told me is that he wants to play for NP for ivp tennis.
Sherlim is training hard for her Muay Thai exam?
Elaine is studying and training hard for soccer A' divs?
Boyf is studying for driving, fyp and school?
the year3s who have graduated, kuang jason and all, might be busy working before army starts for them.

goal;
A desire or an intention becomes a goal if and only if one activates an action for achieving it.

my goals?
studying hard, train hard for Touch Rugby, spend enough time with different groups of people, nothing much actually.
but it's these goals which pushes us forward everyday.

it feels scary when i dont know what to do after i graduate from school in 2 years time. life without goals is like body witdout blood, empty.

okays i'm damn random.
takecare all. all the best for the new school year.

SPORTS CAMP 0809 IS OVERRRRRRR!!

i miss camp, and everyone there.

i wna say thanks to the whole committee, for stnading by each other no matter what happened, before during and after the camp. we know we're one awesome family!

camp was enjoyable, esp when glenn asked me to be a GL instead of food i/c. food isn't fun at all, poor joan got to take over everything from me. GL was a brand new experience, and thanks Haowei for the days in camp! without such a partner, we wouldn't have played the role well!

team heroes was people with all kinds of different personalities, though the had some arguements initially but i thought that brought them closer tgt and know how to tolerate with each other's flaws! 3 cheers for heroes freshies.

Alvina and Weiyee played a big role for me in this camp. the never fail to cheer me up when i was tired, when i'm down, out of ideas, busy and everything. :D THANKS PEEPS.

everyone did a great job, esp Fariz and Sherlim. impressive.

Shim night was BEST, i swear. who dares to say they didn't enjoy that!

let pictures speak the others man. (:


the very first day of camp.


partner!




HEROESSSSS(:


sport camp.


we have won the war!


smiles of satisfactions!


ladies of disco night!


disco night :D