but you chose to let it go.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAT! hope that you had a great birthday!
went over to pat's house in the evening for his birthday party. after dinner and cake cutting, they were all drinking. okay, MOST were drinking. and some got really drunk. they don't know what the shit they did. it was really hilarious to look at drunkards. they're just not themselves.
and of course, Clare didn't drink! :D
was playing poker with Joy, Kuang, Shingchoon, Gaston, Steven and Jason. was on the poker game when the bet was a snap on your ears. i got 3 uber painful ones from Kuang! but but. he got painful ones from the others too! so we're quits! i thought Gaston was quite funny when he drank quite a bit and when he lost his ear rings. hur. reached home at around 1230.

i shall stay home today and probably study a little. semestral exams are really
approaching. ooh shit.

the picture we took with coach on her last training with Dunearn. i just receive the photo. i really miss playing Netball with these girls. :(

was it what i've wanted?
i'm doubting myself.

i'm so so so damn glad to tell all of you that my Marketing project is OVER! no matter what the result is, i still haved a sigh of relief. it's a damn good feeling after my group presented. PHEW!! thank god everything went well. nothing major happen.

went for a super uber small meeting after class. then SPtunes after with Sports Club people. nothing much. but i was really impressed by bah. that guy can really sing. didn't join them for dinner cause i was really tired.

pictures after Marketing class! for the other 3 groups presenting next week, WORKHARD!! (:









GOODBYE!

i'll wait for you, at the place where we first met.

i really hasn't been feeling well these days. headache just come as and when it likes, and sometimes it really felt like it's gonna burst! maybe i just lacked some real good rest.

i'm so glad Marketing presentation is tomorrow. please wish me all the best and hope that the tutor is in a super duper good mood tomorrow, or i'll have a hard time handling his questions. i'm so sure i'll be able to sleep in peace tomorrow night cause my misery is finally OVER! it's double YAY-ness. but still, i hope for the best.

Marketing lecturer have just left and the new guy just came to took over on wednesday. i swear i dragged my feet to school that morning just for his lecture cause i was so damn curious how he'll teach. and gosh, he's a billion time worse than the previous one. the previous lecturer is such a good speaker, i've always loved to attend his lectures, but now. ohman. forget it!

i got to go write up my speech for my presentation already! till next time. :D

you brought me closer to you unknowingly.

my concentration level really sucks, i got distracted like very easily.
that's why i am here blogging when i have Econs test tomorrow.

i'm feeling frustrated. suddenly i remember when people say that being in Poly is slack. like oh my shit college people, it's not exactly like what you think. we're slack in the sense that we've got less mugging to do, but all the projects are bombing us like nobody's business. and we've got test every as and when too! it's not like what you think, we're just less 'book-based', and time is more flexible!

okay. i think i'm just super frustrated that i've got a test tomorrow and semestral exams are so near. i'm meeting my doom!

i got to get back to my books now. damn.

i'll stand proud with you around.

don't treat others like trash or you'll be the perfect shit in other's eyes.

a random post.
school ended pretty early today. only 2 hours of lecture cause ITAB lesson was cancelled. but they'll be a makeup class tmr. went to IMM with classmates to get the stuffs for Marketing project presentation. our group's presentation is next week. i can't wait for everything to be over. seriously CAN'T WAIT!

went to Jurong East library to study with Samuel. nothing much to elaborate on. Accounting test on tomorrow too. i practically know nothing about the topic which will be tested. wish me all the best people. i don't want another 10% to fly. going training after.

i've been a pretty good girl by coming home before 8 lately. i thought i should spend more time at home. okay. i shall start studying soon. i seriously running out of time!

i know i'd be safe in your arms.

i'm so glad now that marketing report is over! we're just left with the coming presentation and i'm freed from marketing projects! i really can't wait for everything to be over. it killed us, thank god it's only one semester. i'm so sorry to my group mates. wanna apologise to them cause i was the one who slept earliest yesterday night and yet reach school the latest today! sorry people. but i was really tired after waking up early for school and training for the past week! SORRY!

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went to school in the morning for fitness training. it's tough! esp the 5 minutes continuous shuttle run. that killed me. did loads of fitness but it felt great! it's like i burnt lots of fats. YAY! went to meet the group at school's foodcourt and did project. touch up on some things and left to westmall to meet the clique. went to Bryan's house to celebrate Fahrun's and his birthday. there's loads of food this time round. all thanks to Fahrun's mother! his mother is seriously a 'tai-tai'. ohman. i inspire to become one! joking.

THE CLIQUE! (:







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woke up early in the morning for Lion's Red Touch Rugby Carnival in school. i was feeling really tired and restless that morning. was in Baby Angel's team. we didn't win but i know we learnt something from the games. it was a good exposure and we'll continue to work hard and become like our seniors. they're really the people that we look upon! project again after. it's always project this week lah. i'm sick of it! went to cousin's house and had a good time with her. :D

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like i've said, half the misery of Marketing is over. Econs tutorial for 2 hours and our class ended. went to Vivo. caught Harry Potter! minus the fact that we were all super tired, i thought the movie wasn't that bad as what others told me. it was okay. home sweet home!

that's about all. i'm too lazy to list everything out. ohyar! i'm burnt. damn.

the smile is written on my face, everytime i see you.

topic of the day for me, POLY50!

our team came in 3rd for SP students category. finally all those hard work didn't went down the drain. we train hard for this day. although it's not first or second, we're still contented with third.

and to andrea. prolly she won't see this, but i just wna say it.
though we ran an extra round cause you forgot to change the red card, we're still glad we came in third, and we win as a team. like what Amin said, maybe if not for that round, we wouldn't run so hard to cover it up! no worries girl, you're not blamed. (:

but now i'm really drained and tired. Joan and me is thinking of skipping touch tomorrow. i wouldn't want to go for training and yet i can't concentrate and play well. on top of that, i've still got Marketing project to complete. we've got to hand it in on Monday. S-H-I-T. someone please help me!

would you treat me like your princess, again?

i'm thinking a lot now.

have been listening to friends about their problems in relationship. i've been giving them so much advices, so much that i didn't believe all those logics came from me. i gave them so much but i don't know what to do with myself. i'm confused, i'm in a dilemma, i just want someone to tell me what to do too. but i chose to keep it all within myself. i chose to believe you're not worth it. i chose to find a better one. i pray hard that time can wash everything away. e-v-e-r-y-t-h-i-n-g.

i'm chatting with Samuel about these online. he's knocking some sense in me. maybe i shouldn't be 'this and that' during the past. but humans are all selfish, esp when the person is someone who's closest to your heart, who doesn't want them to be there all the time and be always assured. okay. neither way of saying is wrong, it's just how you do them. i wna drop this topic, it's really spoiling my mood. i don't wna be 'heart-dead' person.

CHANGE TOPIC!

tmr's poly50. why not pray for me people that i wouldn't be pushed and fall. i've got this bad bad feeling. eeew. wish me all the best! (:

i'm not going to class tmr. there's only 2 lectures in the morning. i might as well do some self study for the coming CAs. ohgod.

where's my pillar of support, my charming.

a day at home. training was cancelled in the morning due to the rain. rested at home for the day. finally i feel more energized after a long week.

i wasn't in a very good mood today. from the moment i woke up i have been feeling this anger. don't know why. poor cousin who came to my house today got loads of scoldings from me for nothing. but sometimes he can just be very irritating. he would ask the wrong questions at the wrong time and say nonsensical things that can get on your nerves. i didn't mean to scold him, but yeah, i couldn't control myself.

slept for almost 15hours today. went for a haircut in the evening. not much changes though. mum says that she didn't realise that i even cut my hair. okay, that's good. i hate people to start commenting on my hair everytime i cut it. so this time it's a good news i think. oohyeah. i lied to the hairdresser that i'm still a secondary student. i was wearing SP's orientation shirt but she never realise so too bad for her. why pay more? i know i'm bad, but i need to save money.

to all my college friends. hey people. even if you don't do well for the midyears, stop thinking a out retaining. it wouldn't help at all. i know it's hard, but you guys just gotta try. especially the clique. i hope you guys will just pass well for promos. no matter what remember that you still have that group of friends who'll stand by you. we'll meet up again soon people. study hard.

i remember my conversation with Joan love on the train that day. we were thinking why we are all studying so hard just to get a cert. personally i think we should enjoy life when we have to. in another words, i would say enjoying life is a need and not a want. no one knows when they'll die, or the love ones around them may be gone. life have always been unpredictable, what we can do is to live it fully. to me, no point studying so damn hard not lead a boring, life-less and friends-less life. that would suck very much to me. there's a time to mug, but a time to enjoy too. i don't wna regret the day i die.

i need something to cheer me up today. will anyone crack some jokes for me. eew. it's such a bad day today. i shall go play word search or puzzle bobble now. goodbye people.

BEFORE THAT!!!
i saw this at Kuang's blog.
damn.
i shall be sporting and follow on the game.

Rules of the game:
Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. i'm dark. everyone says that nowadays.
2. i love to sleep a lot, sleep is never enough.
3. i bite my nails.
4. i kind of love to run.
5. i only sing to myself when i'm bathing.
6. i love green tea.
7. i'm love to gossip with the right people.
8. i have never had long hair before.
9. elmo and barney freak.
10. i've got sweet tooth.

i tag:
Serene
Alvin
Farhani
Yanli
Henry
WeiXiang

i'd rather take a walk on this lonely beach myself, without any disturbances.

got back accounts paper today. alright, i passed, and i would say the result is satisfactory although it's just a Bgrade, i'm contented. improvement takes time, and i will buck up. need some motivations, yeah, i sure do. nothing's much for school.

went back to Dunearn after school. had real fun playing with the juniors who're all missed! they're really fun people and i enjoyed playing in the same team as them! I REALLY LOVE DUNEARN NETBALL. it was coach's last training with them. yeah. hope you like what we've given do take care. we love ya! (:

okay. i'm not in a good mood now. some things are really getting on my nerves. one simple and harmless actions could bring people to such stupid and nonsensical conclusions. then what am i suppose to do? seems like whatever i do is not right. okay forget it. but enough is enough. w-h-a-t-e-v-e-r.

i'm glad with what i have now.

even if it's love, i've learn to keep silent until you take the first step.

school was only 2 hours today. Econs tutorial. okay. i pass Econs with 3 pathetic marks. maybe it's really time to buck up a little. classmates got marks like 70-80. so passing by 3 isn't anything great at all. but on the other hand, i'm still glad i pass my first poly test! hur. i'm optimistic!

went Sports club after class. watched Open Season. it's really hilarious. tried to write my CD essay but i just couldn't concentrate. it's a 3 page essay. can someone be that nice and give me a hand. eeew. i'm seriously hating the modules i'm taking. it's CRAP!
off to town. had dinner and slacked for awhile at Starbucks. i was having this really bad gastric pain so i left earlier. sorry guys! (:

nothing much today. i better start cracking on my essay.