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touch rugby carnival

don't leave me wondering;

had touch rugby carnival today and skipped school. met the girls at 1120 at dover mrt. went to grab some bite, waited for everyone and trained down to yio chu kang together. the journey is long. so tired and sleep asleep for awhile. these few days are really very tiring.

m1 touch rugby carnival was held at YioChuKang stadium. warmed up and played the games. lost for some and drew for others. yeah. it's our first game. we merely trained for 5 trainings and i thought that this result was good enough. seniors was really good. they're the ultimate! SP ANGELS WOOSH! if only we could be like them one day! can't wait! left earlier after our match ended and went back to school with Joan. TeamAce went for movie and i didn't go cause i was too tired. i don't think i would be able to concentrate so decided to give it a miss. sorry guys. i'll join in future, promise!

weather was freaking hot. and i realised i got a little darker already! the sunblock that i applied didn't work! damn. i don't wna be darker! the good thing about poly is that training's is at night, so you won't get dark! hahaha.

dinner with sports club guys and went home. alright. that's about all. till next time!

i finally know, who cares and who doesn't.

uncle left us. we'll never get to see him again. he left us so early, so sudden that i don't even know how to react to it when i got to know the news. there's no 'insurance' to our tomorrow, and i've learnt to treasure the things and people around me.

life and death is really just between you heart beating or not. when it stopped, everyone will cry and mourn for you, but how long does this continues? a day, a week, a month, and as time slowly pass by, everything will be forgotten. how many times we do actually think about the friends and relatives who have left this world. life still goes on, everyone is realistic and materialistic. no one lives for whoever. it's just us, and our tomorrow.

i've not felt this kind of feeling throughout my 17years. but this time, i really felt something. my uncle's death is an impact to me. he loves me, dotes and me when i was young. he's just like a second father to me. cousins and relatives all reminded me that i'm the one that he dote on. i'm really sad that he's left me, and i won't ever get to see him again. i'll miss him. i regretted not visiting him often while he's still right beside me. we just take things for granted, thinking that everything is just so easy to come by. we don't treasure the people around us. i really regretted. deep down in my heart.

he'll live in my heart forever, no matter how i may become. he's the one who left one impact on my life. he made me who i am today. i may look okay, i may look fine. but who can feel the pain that's in me. i'm really sad for cousin too. she just lost her dad just like this. we promise to live life better, cause i know that's what uncle wants everyone of us to do.
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went for touch training after uncle's funeral's stuffs are all settled and done. i'm really tired now. i only had 3 hours of sleep the past days. and there's still M1 touch rugby carnival held tomorrow. i'm missing loads of classes and stuffs. got to really catch up. i'm shag. bye readers.

Down

i wish all worries can be like bubbles, easily gone.

okay. i've been damn tired for the past few days. lacked of rest and tired. esp yesterday.
went back to Dunearn yesterday and met up with the clique. many came after i left for training. but i'm glad i saw the netballers, friends, teachers and canteen vendors. BUT! Dunearn's security guard cna be such an asshole. he thought he's so great that he can lecture us? WTHELL. i wish he burn in hell.

so i woke up in the middle of the night yesterday to vomit. got severe headaches which made me vomit. i guess it's migraine again. then i walked to my living room and lie on my sofa. didn't ven went back into my room. i remember that i thought my aircon was too cold. but i've no idea why i didn't off it and sleep on my bed. so i just slept on the sofa till me dad woke up and saw me there.

stomach have been giving me problems for 3 days already. wonder what's wrong and maybe i should visit a doctor soon.

project was cancelled today. i wasn't feeling well and Clifton had something on. stayed home all day and had a good rest. Dad called when i was having my afternoon nap and told me a bad news. God took someone dear to me away from me again. haiis. but, it's just life and death. i've got to learn to take it easy. i didn't even get to see him for the last time.

i've no mood for blogging. thanks to everyone who cared.

Dear uncle, i hope you're doing better up there. watch over all of us, and i'll always miss you. thankyou for all the moments and love you've showered me. i love you.

SENTOSA TRIP!

you make me jump for your love;

sentosa trip with dbf04 today! it was fun, fun and fun, though it rained! but nothing can stop us from having fun!
haven got the photos yet. some are in my phone, but most of them are taken in JunHao's camera. i'll upload and blog about today when i get all the photos.
it was really an experienced with the class. we played volleyball, captain's ball, guys played soccer, swam, and i was buried in sand for the first time of my life!
my classmates LOVES to bully me. everything that they need or want a girl to do, they'll CLAREEEE! wthell. i must act petty!
ate Carl's Junior. they Vanilla Milkshake is NICE!
watched Blades For Glory with Yanli, Jeraine, EnTong, Samuel, Sathish, ChiuMan, Clifton after. it's funny! but a short movie. shopped around Vivo and bus home.
i love my class more and more! PHOTOSSSS, I WANT!

listen carefully;

my ♥, say my name, will you;

My Wish- Rascal Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.

But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to, Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.

This is my wish
I hope you know somebody loves you
May all your dreams stay big

grant me my wish, please;

i'm looking at you, from here;

nothing much today! met up with my girls after school today. Zhiyun is so sweet! she went to buy cheesecake for us after school. OHMYGOD, THANKS YELLOW! went Queensway to have lunch and bought my soccer boots. yay, like finally! i got kids size 4. i didn't know my feet was so small. went town after cause serene wanted to buy sweets! guys joined us. damn. i bought cookies and sweets too! don't ever bring me to those tempting shops again please! hahah. E-learning week, i'm gonna grow fat! but at least i can sleep late next week! YAY!
but seems like next week's rather packed.
Monday- Marketing Project
Tuesday- Sentosa with my class
Wednesday- Poly50 training
Thursday- Sports Club event
Friday- Marketing Project and Dunearn to get cert.
woah. it's full. but i just need enough sleep and i'll be contented!

okay, pictures for the day! (:

RANDOM THOUGHTS.

say what you meant, and not what i want to hear;

i was blog hopping and 'packing' my inbox a moment ago and something random just struck me.

have you ever wondered how many people have actually say i love you to you, but how many did mean what they've said.
'i love you' have became such a common words theses days. girls say to their besties, couples say to each other, and kids say to their parents.
but hoe many do actually say that from their heart. besties quarrel and the next moment they can be friends-no-more. couples breakup and they will talk-no-more. and kids grow up, it's hard for us to actually say i love you to our parents.
i just find this world so materialistic and practical. everything everyone does is for their own benefits. some things that are done will be taken for granted. the sacrifies that your besties did for you wouldn't be appreciated. parents love for you will be taken for granted. couples will oftenly take one another for granted too. that is what's happening around me
i just want the good old days to come back. i want the days when i'm carefree. they're so much things pilling up in my head now, but i just choose not to think about them. problems will never stop to come, it's just how we face and handle them.
the thing that i love about the clique is that we accept each other's flaws and accept each other for who they are. time brought us closer together and we've learn to give in to everyone. though we don't meet up often now, the friendship will always be there. (: i thankgod that i met these people, they're the ones who brought me out of my sorrows, and brought me joy!

okay! enough of not happy stuffs. i skipped Statistics tutorial this morning. too tired and it's such a waste time lesson cause i haven learn anything from him till now. so Yanli and i decided to skip it. reached school at 1230 today, lunch and went for lecture. Touch rugby's training was cancelled too cause it was raining and both the field is under maintainence!

Marketing tutorial tomorrow morning AGAIN. i seriously hate marketing class, not because that he scolded us for our lousy presentation, it's the tutor that i hate. i don't like the way he teach. he make me feel like a lower secondary school kid again. his way of teaching is so secondary school like. i always drag myself to his class. worse still, i couldn't do his work cause i haven buy my marketing textbook. i'm all rady for some scoldings tomorrow.

meeting up with my 4 loves at queensway after school tomorrow! hopefully i can get my boots. (:

sing me my favourite lullaby;

Poly50 training today was killing. PT nearly killed us! but yeah, we're training hard, hope to see the fruit of it! dinner with ChongLee and home. i'm having moodswing now. i don't wna continue blogging anymore.

pictures for the day when we got bored during breaks.

it's simple, all black and white;

stupid blogger is damn cocked up these days.
today's weather is freaking COLD. :X

Effective Communication's oral test was okay i would say. at least Jeraine and me didn't stone in front of the teacher. but i felt our discussion kind of went smoothly! my heart was thumping damn fast when i walked into her office. it feels like O's english oral exam. HA!
had 3.5 hours break after the test. slacked around school of business and did a bit of accounts work. but i take damn bloody long to finish one damn question. i got bored, as usual, and gave up! okay, nothing's surprising! the girls were gossipping and looking at guys and girls on friendster! hahah. typical girls we are!

walked to foodcourt1 for lunch! we're THAT crazy. foodcourt1 is like 2 bus stops away from School of Business but we still walked there cause 2 of them wanted to see their eyecandies! hahah. i haven't found the right eyecandy of mine! let me see the 'mr right' soon. i sound so desperate! BUT I'M NOT! eyecandies are for fun. (:
mood swing a little when we reached foodcourt1, cause of a particular something. but nevermind, shan't talk about it. had porridge and bubble tea! porridge is nice, but the bubble tea is a little too sweet. ohmy, i'm craving for Oreo Crush again.

training was suddenly cancelled after school cause it rained and both the field couldn't be used. so Joan, Ayu and me went to queensway to hunt for our boots! Ayu bought her boots already! i was tempted to buy a puma boots. but i've decided to come home and ask others for their comments! and i only use the boots to run, and not even kick a soccer ball! bus-ed home after. met WanJin on the bus. chatted a little and i miss secondary school friends again! hahah.

i should have believed, that i'll be alone in the end;

finally it's friday, means i can spend my time pigging at home tmr. i might just spend my whole day doing nothing but lying on my bed. i'm seriously damn worn out this week. feeling so shag!

Marketing presentation is damn screwed up today. the 'fire' in the tutor blasted on us. i don't want to be the last group to present anymore!! gonna make the next Problem-based Learning a good one. i don't want to be shoot in the face again.


town with Jeraine and Bindy after school today. they were shopping around for their Mother's Day present. we've all got what we wanted, and bought presents for mummy! the 3 of us are such good kids. but uhm, Jeraine and me have the same plot to our presents. HAHAHA! and i bought an Elmo pencil case! hahah! i'm so into Elmo now. it's my love, just like Barney! they're just so damn sweet. call me a childhood-less girl. =D

got to go buy soccer boots soon. but i've really no idea about what kind of boots to buy. will someone who knows about soccer boots go with me, please be nice! hahah. goodbye people.

i'm standing right here, so near yet so far from you;

went for 2 touch rugby training already. it's fun, and the people are nice. gonna go buy boots with Joan soon. she joined touch rugby too! like YAY-ness!
had Sports club Poly50 training on wednesday. it's damn tiring! my thighs are aching due to the squats! ran and did PT.

damn tired this week. had trainings for consecutive 3 days. it's killing. if it continues this way sooner or later clarechew will be super duper shag! classmates say i look shag today! god damn. dark eye circles are like really really dark! i need to sleep! i'll spend either Saturday or Sunday pigging at home.

projects are flowing in. many many things to be completed. Marketing's presentation is tomorrow. gosh! i'm not done with the research yet. got to go and rush it now! there goes my sleep. (: i better get started or else i can sleep at 2 again. till next time people.

FRUITFUL;

i'm standing strong, all by myself;

had CD presentation today. okay. i thank god that it went smoothly as we didn't really prepare for it. it's so super last minute. it's only week4 and they expect everything to be done already. but yeah. a grade B is better than nothing, we should be contented. (:

went to Bishan Home For The Intellectually Disabled after tutorial with the class. it's really an experienced. i did weeding, and feeding a guy. it's the first time ever in my life that i've done gardening. be proud of me people! Feeding wise it was okay, at least he didn't throw tantrums. it made me think that maybe once in a while i should be a volunteer. God let me be such a healthy person, i should learn to give and take.

i think i'm gonna die of extremely high sugar level one day! i ate super loads of sweet stuffs today.
1. Mars bar
2. M&Ms
3. Hi-Chew
4. 2 Fruit-tella
5. Cheese balls
6. Sweet talk Orea crush (yums)
7. HL Chocolate Milk
hahah. i thought this was scary. the amount of sugar intake.

nothing much. pictures for the day at the Home.

sweet love, what i'm seeking for;

went to the National Library for the first time of my life. met up with Jeraine at the bus stop and bus down together. okay. i was late! was suppose to meet her there at 1230 but i reached the bus stop at 1250. and obviously we made Samuel wait for us at Bugis mrt station. we were late for 45mins. hahah. but he's nice, cause he didn't get angry. usually if 2 girls make a guy wait for so long he'll get angry isn't it? and esp we're suppose to meet up to do project! hahah. sorry classmate!

walked down to National Library together. went to the children's section and found a corner to sit down and started with the project! Clifton pang seh us! make sure you do a great job at editing or you watch out during peer evaluation! hahah. joking. but that guy arh. EVIL! luckily the three of us manage to produce a little result. [:


Chui Man came to meet us after we've done our project. went to Bugis junction and shopped for Mother's Day present! we stupidly thought that Mother's Day was today! i only realised it's next week until Bindy told me. gosh! but i'm proud to say i'm a goddie girl this year. cause for the past few years i didn't remember to get a present for Mum. i bought her Anna Sui's perfume this year. say that i'm good! hahah. but i didn't promise i won't use the perfume! uh oh~ it's the thoughts that counts kay! Jeraine and me went home after while the two guys went to play pool. they're really pool freaks. i hear them pool-ing all the time.

so nothing much today. guess i'll TRY to force myself to do up my Econs work. but sucks. i'm so not in the mood to do it. guess it's time to wake up and get cracking. work are pilling up! :X


JELLY BEANS ARE ADDICITVE!

the Anna Sui's perfume. it has a nice scent!

CURSE

yesterday was really a curse! i slipped and fell on my way down the stairs and hit my ass right hard on the edge of the step! then i kicked onto some bangla metal thing and my poor toe started to bleed like wtheck! next i went for netball trials and i didn't got selected. i really lost touch of netball after not playing it for nearly 1 year. okay whatever. maybe i'll join touch rugby or just go cca-less. ohman! it's really a string of unfortunate happenings! enough about yesterday, i thank god the day ended already!

school as usual today. went Sports Club after class. played 'bluff'. it's dam hard to play. we played with UNO cards and there are like 8 same numbers? okay. i suck at lying! (: went to vivocity with ChongLee to catch Spiderman3. it's not really bad. i understood the thing although i didn't watch Spiderman 1 and 2. but i still think Spiderman looks ugly. eeew. can it be like a little prettier?

ohyar. ChongLee applied the alcohol wipe on my injured toe and it hurts like f. but at least it stopped bleeding already! i swear i'll open my eyes and watch where i'm walking in future. that;s about it. short post for today. till next time.

i dare to admit, and say it out loud.

thanks for all those lies,
be a man and admit them,
i dare to say,
i hate you for lying,
whether you care or not,
it's just that much hatred that i'm feeling,
you know i've always hated liars,
to the core,
it's no longer about you;


i bought concession! YAY! so finally i can cut down cost on bus fares. it has really cost me a bomb ever since i'm no longer a secondary school student. everytime i tab my card, my heart aches SOOOO much! so now, i must really make good use of my concession! =D

went for sports club poly50 training after class. it wasn't too bad. at least i managed to survive after not running for so many months. and thank god i have joan with me! she's my motivation! I BURN FATS! hahah. that's the bestest thing that happen today! netball training's tomorrow. gosh. i hope i can still run. anyway, i've decided to go for netball instead of touch rugby tmr. one thing, i don't have soccer boots, and many have told me, since netball is a passion, then go for it! don't divert your interest. so...i'll go for netball another time and if i don't enjoy it, i'll quit. uh, i don't want to be an uncommitted player.

accounts has been killing me! what debit, credit, revenue, t-accounts, narrative. SHIT! i don't understand them. really need to find someone to teach me those! or else i can be ready to take this module again! ooh. i walked past school of engineering today and i THINK i walked past a aeronautical lab. ohman. there was a 'mini' plane in the lab. it's not small, but as compared to a real one, of course it's small lah. the main point isn't that! that plane looks cool can, i took a peep at it! it's like WOAH! okay, i sound so mountain tortoise. but seriously it's damn nice.

handphone died on me today. damn it. so many un-replied messages when i on my phone. i really hate it when my phone dies on me!!! handphone is no longer a want, it's a need! that's what marketing tutor says. HA! XD okay, that's about it. i gotta go bathe and eat dinner.

PIFF PUFF POOF!

constantly remind me that you're gone,
from this place;


after 3 long weeks of being deprived of candies and MARS, i finally get to eat them again today! YAY-ness. tutorial and school's normal today. except that CD tutor. i think she got a problem up in her head. she just keep finding faults with Julia. whatever. that crazy woman. enough about her. i had some monday blues in school today. felt so sleepy for the whole damn day. came home and pig after school.

it was Thomas's birthday yesterday. went out for lunch with his friends, sisters and cousins. okay. they're a fun bunch of people. at least they don't make me feel awkard or anything. his sister treated us to cafe cartel. it must have cost a bomb! i had fish and chips, and banana crepes with ice cream. it's damn nice! ohmygod. i haven ate ice cream for a damn long time too! went arcade with them. had fun playing that table thing. okay. i forget what it's called. arcade can be enjoyable once in a blue moon.

his cousins and sisters left after that. some got to go home and get their homework done. so Leon, Jingni, Thomas and i went causeway to catch wild hogs. it's funny. thank god it's a movie worth watching! Thomas send me home after and i passed him his presents. hope he like them. :] that's about it!

i'm so glad it's labour day! means no school! WOOT. time flies. it's already MAY 2007!!!

thanks Bryan and GIANT steven for the songs.