pick me up from this stranded island;

okays. Stats paper is over. i think i'm pretty much screwed cause of carelessness, short termed memory and my 'x' and 'y'. GOSH. well it's over, i just hope i don't forward. i really studied and practice, i just wna pass it. sighhhhh.

i seriously hate exams this time round, i don't know why. no motivation to study, headaches and low concentration level. i just wna whine.

Jason Stanley is talking to me online and he say he don't want to graduate. right now i want to graduate, but i don't know what i'll think 2 years down the road, with all the friends i've made in Poly. perhaps i'll think the same as him then.

goodnight all. i'm tired.

don't judge when you don't know the whole picture;
cause i'll see you as the big loser.

4 modules officially down today. bye to IDEAS, CRS, MOB and ITAB! i'm pretty glad.

exams in 2 weeks time. it's time to really study. i don't wna forward.

the week was a torture. problems and never ending problems. 2008 had a bad start. but i'm glad through this week there are people around who really helped a lot. Alvina, Yanli, Jason, Kuang, and Elaine. i appreciate these people, seriously.

IVP for Angels ended. it was sad when you can only stand at the sideline cheering them on but not anything else. Angels tried their best, and i'm proud of the girls. let's train harder! :D

i will study hard.
i will take care of my back.
i will drink more water.
i will find good food.
i will heed all your words.
i will sleep earlier.
i will try to bear with things and not blow up unnecessarily.
i will try to go home earlier from school everyday.
i will try to listen to mummy and not quarrel with her.
i will remember everything you say.
i will remember everything you have done.
i will remember 831 forever.
i will remember 4 January forever.
i won't listen and get sad over unwanted comments.
i won't scream when i see cockroaches and lizards in the middle of the night

thanks for the memories.


do remember what i last said to you.

a smile is all that i wanted to give;

a new year. 2007 seems to pass in a blink of eye. i could still remember the days i was working during this period last year, and panicking everyday waiting for O's results to be released. okayy i shan't elaborate. i'd only bore people.

i met up with the clipue for dinner at sakura in science centre during new year's eve and i'm glad i've met them like after so long. and caught up with Bryan too. he's still one great buddy who i can talk to, but please, STOP MAKING FUN OF ME WILL YOU! sometimes i just feel like killing him. his words can be really crude sometimes! countdown over at Bindy's place and i went home cause i got to meet up with cousins on new year's day! sorry peeps.

pictures when i receive them.

heard that brenda's gonna choose the team for ivp tomorrow. back pain totally sucks, stopping me from playing touch. sighhhh. i wna play so much but my back isn't giving in to me. i'll be going down to watch them train and cheer for those who got into the team. nothing more i can do. i don't wna come home not being able to bend and get a hell of scoldings for attending training when i haven't even recover.

but that also means, i must wait till next year for pol-ite and ivp. guess it's all fated! SIGHHHHH.

exams are coming soon too. plus it's the project rushing week. so many things to do and so lil time left. i better get cracking now.

dinner with joan, jaz and candy was funny. they're real jokers man! esp joan and her LAMES. we just feel like pinching and slapping her sometimes! HA.

off to projecting!

happy new year everyone. forget all the past, embrace the future with a smile.

pictures speaks more than a thousand words.
BBQ at alvina's place. 231207. (:





alex the himbo-bo!! acting retarded.


Lezlie can play piano!


on the way back from Giant.




they were the 'sai gang' warriors.


Lezlie's cute spongebob boxers!


the camwhore!


Boss, Mao and the girls.


Angmoh and Bimbo.


Loser camp chief who can't start fire. BOO.


alex who started fire.


the hotdogs are nice. :D




Maureen, me, Alvina.


LOVES.


WE LOVE JOAN!


i was cooking my corn!


:D




those idiots.


more idiots.






Sleepover!



like some Ahbengs&lians who have nothing better to do in the middle of the night. :(


SWEETS!


LimBang Park.


Fariz the lame-mo superman.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! :D

i guess this time it's for real;
a real hope, a real smile.

holidays, finally.

went to pray to grandpa in the morning but i was so reluctant to wake up initially. but anw it's the holidays, i can continue to sleep tmr so i shall be a filial girl for a day.

after went to Cousin Elicia's place as she's just given birth to a new life! another nephew! :D :D :D

Cousin Effie went too! she's been a great company today! well, though the day wasn't much of an excitement, it's still a happy day! i love chats with cousins and their presence, it just brighten up the day.

star awards just now. Ruien and Felicia Chin caught my attention today! they look great. (:

have to be in school tmr, tuesday, maybe wed and friday!
sighhhhh.
please don't burn my holidays!

i think i should take this chance to meet up with some people who i haven met in a longgggg time.

i wouldn't mind walking this whole path myself, with no one else.

okayy. it's been long since i blogged.

my laptop crashed a week ago and i was DESPERATE. loads of work to complete and i lost one source of entertainment. but thankgod someone managed to fixed it for me without going to the IT help desk at school for configurations. i've decided not to configure my laptop again as it totally screw things up.

Cousin's wedding last week. i've been attending cousins one wedding after another. they smile on their faces during wedding was really sweettttt. i cried at the church when Cousin and husband thank their parents with some short words. i'm not a crybaby, it was simply sweet.

finally most projects and work are done. i'm left with IDEAS and CRS presentation on monday and i could take a lil break off projects. can't wait for the coming holidays. plus, it's december and i got myslf into the Christmas mood already. Barbeque, christmas celebrations are being planned one by one, can't wait can't wait! :D hopefully 25th dec '07 would be a memorable one.

i heard some not so good things recently. and i mean, you either accept me for who i am or just not being friends at all. i don't need you to pretend yeah, and talk behind my back. call yourself a man for being so bitchy and gossipy. you'd have karma, i believe. i'll just wait and see and i won't feel sorry for you at all. thanks friends for being there. i know who are the true ones who i can talk to and pour sorrows to, and i'm glad to have these people around. (: your words wouldn't bring me down at all.

nothing much. i slept for 16hours today and i'm feeling refresh now, finally after one whole tiring week.

i haven spoke since the moment i woke up today.