i swear i have the biggest ulcer ever, plus the 2 is combining into one ENORMOUS one.

it srsly hurts like crazy.

i'm very pissed right now.

My left side of lips are swelling too.

damnnnn it.

by the edge of the world.

alrights. 3 weeks of school is gone. i'd say i tried to study, yeah TRIED.
i didn't skip classes anyhow-ly like how i did last year, though this year there was even less motivations to go to class.
but wells, one or two tutorials and lectures, i still missed it. xD

training is gonna take up most of the time and weekends i guess. they're so many carnivals, friendlies and trainings coming up. Brenda says there'd be training on saturday soon. ohmygoddd. we shall train hard for this season, and hope i'd hang in there all the way!

fitness with Joan this morning, and i swear cramps was killing me. sighhhh.
then lunch at Subway at IMM. I SAW ELAINE TOH! ohmygod, i miss her like a thousand times can. it's been sooooooo long since i met her. i can't even remember when! :D i'm glad we met by chance, but do meetup soon aight! we have loads to catch up on.

i'm looking forward to training on tuesday cause the year1s are coming to join us. if all of them turn up, i think the field will be so packed! SO EXCITING! I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT HAPPEN THAT DAY! hopefully they'll all turn up.

oohyar, i cut my hair today too!

more projects and intensive studying to be done. i don't want to be a last minute person anymore! :D

OOH AND ALVINA GOH! I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR BIRTHDAY. SO SORRY I CAN'T BE THERE BUT YOU KNOW MY HEART IS WITH YOU! I LOVE YOU. YOU'RE FINALLY 18 AFTER WAITING FOR SO LONG!

i wish i could run away from all these shits.

now i understand, what's the meaning of 'shit happens'.

this week was really full of shit. everything wasn't going well starting from the first day of school.

i lost my phone, i couldn't get transferred into dbf06, i got pang seh-ed by the guys who once promised that they wouldn't, i fell ill on Friday and was crying like no one's business, i missed m1 touch preliminary rounds, i miss first day of gems (no big deal though) and basically, i was just feeling like shit the whole week.

the thing that disturbs me most was my class now. i've tried all that i could have done to get into dbf06, but wells, i can't. i shall live on with it for the next 2 years. mind you people, it's not one semester or one year, it's 2 full years, the rest of my poly life. you all might say i can make new friends all over again, but don't say what you think is easy to do cause it's not as easy as how it came out from your mouth.

sometimes i tell myself that i shouldn't blame the 2 guys, but sometimes, i just can't bring myself not to. i know it's my own problems for not being able to get my ass in there, but it was their fault for breaking promises and went without Yanli and i. call yourself friends for being 'so-nice'.

but thanks everyone who have tried their very best with us, i really appreciates it and i won't cry ever again, for this thing. what done is done, right? no use saying sorry, guilty or anything. humans always put themselves in front of others. i dont blame their human nature.

Yanli, i promise to go through these 2 years of shit with you alrights. we'll either go into a class tgt, or stay on and live with it for the rest of our lives. we'll try to make friends again and everything would be fine, i hope/pray.

i'm sick of all these, bye people.

i haven met SPSSC peeps for a longggg time. thanks to these shits and myself for being weak and falling ill. i miss them!

PS: go to this link and read the books, interested please pm me. thanks
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i wonder if i was right;

i've been bored at home the whole day. blog hopped and something strike me.

life is full of goals. whether you admit it or not, be it a big or teeny goal to achieve, everyone have a goal to look ahead of themselves.

i realised i've been missing out too many people in my life. those who were once close to me, seem to have drifted. probably that is life. everyone have to move on, know new people, new environment and everything.

Serene and Farhani is busy with Netball A' divs, schooling.
Bindy? prolly with catching up in her studies and Basketball A'divs.
Team Angels is training to prove the best out of us.
Alvina should be busy with dance and school when term starts.
Yanli is busy training for Canoe Polo, and we promise to study hard this year.
Joan is trying to learn to be independent and training hard for touch.
Lezlie is prolly working hard, earning money, practising with him band, church and projects which are coming up soon?
Weiyee told me his basketball trainings are finally starting again?
the last time Bryan told me is that he wants to play for NP for ivp tennis.
Sherlim is training hard for her Muay Thai exam?
Elaine is studying and training hard for soccer A' divs?
Boyf is studying for driving, fyp and school?
the year3s who have graduated, kuang jason and all, might be busy working before army starts for them.

goal;
A desire or an intention becomes a goal if and only if one activates an action for achieving it.

my goals?
studying hard, train hard for Touch Rugby, spend enough time with different groups of people, nothing much actually.
but it's these goals which pushes us forward everyday.

it feels scary when i dont know what to do after i graduate from school in 2 years time. life without goals is like body witdout blood, empty.

okays i'm damn random.
takecare all. all the best for the new school year.

SPORTS CAMP 0809 IS OVERRRRRRR!!

i miss camp, and everyone there.

i wna say thanks to the whole committee, for stnading by each other no matter what happened, before during and after the camp. we know we're one awesome family!

camp was enjoyable, esp when glenn asked me to be a GL instead of food i/c. food isn't fun at all, poor joan got to take over everything from me. GL was a brand new experience, and thanks Haowei for the days in camp! without such a partner, we wouldn't have played the role well!

team heroes was people with all kinds of different personalities, though the had some arguements initially but i thought that brought them closer tgt and know how to tolerate with each other's flaws! 3 cheers for heroes freshies.

Alvina and Weiyee played a big role for me in this camp. the never fail to cheer me up when i was tired, when i'm down, out of ideas, busy and everything. :D THANKS PEEPS.

everyone did a great job, esp Fariz and Sherlim. impressive.

Shim night was BEST, i swear. who dares to say they didn't enjoy that!

let pictures speak the others man. (:


the very first day of camp.


partner!




HEROESSSSS(:


sport camp.


we have won the war!


smiles of satisfactions!


ladies of disco night!


disco night :D

enrolment nearly got me dead for the past week. i've been going back to school more often than going anywhere else and the time spent in school altogether is more than what i've slept. but wells, it's finally over! i guess we should really get some good rest. prep camp and FOC coming up real soon! GOSHHHHH.

last weekend was Junior Tournament! Baby angels went into the Cup Championships, and although we lost, we knew we've gave in our very best and everyone did well. this competition is only once in a lifetime and we all know we've grown through this competition. 3 cheers for baby angels! :D





Lovely Seniors.


outing tomorrow with Cousins! i need to shop. (:

i know i've got that thing of yours in red;

these 2 weeks had been pretty, eventful?
Sports Club Freshmen Orientation GL selections, Touch Trainings, Zoo Trip, Work, Movies and love. (:

i don't wna elaborate cause it'll bore you people with words and more words!

missed Thursday's training cause i was working. sighhhh. sadly to say, i've already quitted after 2 days of working there. it's been really stressful for the 2 days over there and i think i couldn't take it anymore. 3 most important people in my life asked me to quit, so yeah, i'm not jobless again!

didn't go for IT show's interview and now i think i can bore myself at home everyday till FOC and look forward to the new year to start. i promise to studyhard. results was wonderfully bad.

enrolment, meetings and prep camp is coming up. my march will be so filled with school.
i thought i could earn some cash cause i'm running low on it this month. god damn.

okays. 5km with joan tomorrow. i hope we'll pull through it! (:

i'm looking forward to Night Safari now! HEE.

LEAP YEARS WAS AWESOME! :D