two words; tired

this week pass pretty quickly, with lots of things happening.
from good to bad, and bad to well, everythinggggg.

Trainings have been fine. everyone's working very hard, including me.
i had a sense of satisfaction after Tuesday's training, but i thought i didn't do as well on Thursday.
prolly it's the 'girl's-problem' thing.
i skipped 2.4km run that day too, but i'm gonna do it after training tomorrow.
which is like OhMyGod cause i think i'll be drained by then.
but no choice, pol-ite is coming up.

Farhani was sweet today to bring my belated birthday present all the way to Dover for me.
although i didn't say a lot of THANKYOUs, i really felt very grateful to have a friend like her.
although we didn't get to meet up or even talk much,
she didn't forget me,
and even prepared such a sweet present for me on my birthday! :D
i love love you!

finally a day out with boyf, after like 2 long weeks of not spending time together alone.
it was good i thought,
athough i still threw my tantrums.
but i guess that's just me.

we've been good to bad, bad to worse, and worse to well these 2 weeks.
i know we're both tired.
so i think we should just make an effort to understand each other and make everything well again.
we're a little different from the past now,
but i think,
we're still great now.
all we need is, communication.

the 2 weeks have been really a torture sometimes,
and i'm glad friends are around.
Alvina, Yanli, Bindy, Haowei, Nicholas Khoo, Glenn, Sherwin, Weilong and Leon.
Thanks, for the care and concerns, i think i'm fine already.
clare will :D.

okays MST haven been good.
sometimes i just felt idiotic in the class.
i really need to buck up.
i don't always want to do badly.
i know i can,
pleaseeeee give me some concentration god?
sighhhhh.

that's about it.
i'm sleepy,
plus training at 830am tmr.

bye people!