i feel like giving up;

seriously,
i really think i hate my course.
all the economics, Finances, memorising work are omg.
modules like Understanding Cross Cultural Diversity, business law, Customer Relations etc made things even worse by testing out memory skills.
the best person who can memorise and vomit all out during the test will the the one who scores.
i don't understand what such modules are trying to get out of us.

deep in thoughts today.
sometimes, i wonder if i'm a really good friend.
a friend that when someone has problems,
they'll turn to me.
if perhaps i showed a little bit more concern,
she would not have left school,
i would not have drifted from some friends,
and the list goes on and on.

but i understand,
everyone move on,
leaving some things behind.
as long as they left their happy footsteps in my life,
i should be contented right?

i don't know.
sometimes, somethings,
are just so contradicting.

anyway, attachment placement is out.
i'm going Prudential Assurance with Suzanna and Kailin.
count myself lucky to have companions!

Games tour and Junior Tournament clashes.
i dont want to miss both,
but sometimes,
like in life,
we can't get the best of both!

ahh goodbye everyone!
study hard and work hard after!

perhaps i'm just grumpy today.