pictures speaks more than a thousand words.
BBQ at alvina's place. 231207. (:





alex the himbo-bo!! acting retarded.


Lezlie can play piano!


on the way back from Giant.




they were the 'sai gang' warriors.


Lezlie's cute spongebob boxers!


the camwhore!


Boss, Mao and the girls.


Angmoh and Bimbo.


Loser camp chief who can't start fire. BOO.


alex who started fire.


the hotdogs are nice. :D




Maureen, me, Alvina.


LOVES.


WE LOVE JOAN!


i was cooking my corn!


:D




those idiots.


more idiots.






Sleepover!



like some Ahbengs&lians who have nothing better to do in the middle of the night. :(


SWEETS!


LimBang Park.


Fariz the lame-mo superman.

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! :D

i guess this time it's for real;
a real hope, a real smile.

holidays, finally.

went to pray to grandpa in the morning but i was so reluctant to wake up initially. but anw it's the holidays, i can continue to sleep tmr so i shall be a filial girl for a day.

after went to Cousin Elicia's place as she's just given birth to a new life! another nephew! :D :D :D

Cousin Effie went too! she's been a great company today! well, though the day wasn't much of an excitement, it's still a happy day! i love chats with cousins and their presence, it just brighten up the day.

star awards just now. Ruien and Felicia Chin caught my attention today! they look great. (:

have to be in school tmr, tuesday, maybe wed and friday!
sighhhhh.
please don't burn my holidays!

i think i should take this chance to meet up with some people who i haven met in a longgggg time.

i wouldn't mind walking this whole path myself, with no one else.

okayy. it's been long since i blogged.

my laptop crashed a week ago and i was DESPERATE. loads of work to complete and i lost one source of entertainment. but thankgod someone managed to fixed it for me without going to the IT help desk at school for configurations. i've decided not to configure my laptop again as it totally screw things up.

Cousin's wedding last week. i've been attending cousins one wedding after another. they smile on their faces during wedding was really sweettttt. i cried at the church when Cousin and husband thank their parents with some short words. i'm not a crybaby, it was simply sweet.

finally most projects and work are done. i'm left with IDEAS and CRS presentation on monday and i could take a lil break off projects. can't wait for the coming holidays. plus, it's december and i got myslf into the Christmas mood already. Barbeque, christmas celebrations are being planned one by one, can't wait can't wait! :D hopefully 25th dec '07 would be a memorable one.

i heard some not so good things recently. and i mean, you either accept me for who i am or just not being friends at all. i don't need you to pretend yeah, and talk behind my back. call yourself a man for being so bitchy and gossipy. you'd have karma, i believe. i'll just wait and see and i won't feel sorry for you at all. thanks friends for being there. i know who are the true ones who i can talk to and pour sorrows to, and i'm glad to have these people around. (: your words wouldn't bring me down at all.

nothing much. i slept for 16hours today and i'm feeling refresh now, finally after one whole tiring week.

i haven spoke since the moment i woke up today.

faked a smile, even when everything's not okay.

the week passed pretty quickly. and i can't believe it's already the end of week 9 of semester2. in no time, it's semestral exams. ooh! i can't wait for it to end and i can have a total break that i want from school work.

clare's proud of herself for her econs results. though comparing to others i might not have done as well, but i've done the best for econs in this test ever since the first test! (: great confidence booster. i should start studying and not disappoint anyone anymore! :D :D :D

on a lighter note, christmas is now officially one month away! i love christmas! barbeque on 23rd dec at my beloved Alvina's place. i can't wait for it and enjoy christmas though there's no snow in Singapore, but they'll be loads of love in the air!

Touch Carnival yesterday! Angels did really well yesterday and even though we lost at the very last minute of sudden death, we all know that we've given our 100percent and we should be happy with the results! GO SP ANGELS! and well done to the SP burners for getting cup champions! they're really good.

oohyar, i finally got my contact lenses today after being lazy for 2 weeks to go down and get them! eyesight remained the same! random.

Bestest Bindy is back from her OCIP! :D hope you'll get well soon alright! take extra care!
and daddy too. he's having diarrhoea. visiting the toilet have been his favourite past time for 2 days already! sighhhhh. :(

i'm happy today cause mummy cooked my one of my favourite soup! water cress soup!

here's one overdue picture that i suddenly thought of posting! Staff and Student Games '07!

star; the one and only.

results are back. as bad as what i've imagined. nothing to brag about. i've said upteen times that i'll study and i'm really gonna put it into actions soon. i don't wna get the same kind of results for semestral exams. i can't afford to forward any modules. give me a pat on my shoulder as encouragement people. stop demoralising me. greatly appreciated.

towned with Mummy yesterday to get my dress for Cousin's wedding on the 1dec. okayy. white dresses are really hard to get but still i found one. phew! Cousin's are all getting married one by one recently. yeah. years passes by so soon! soon it'll be my turn? stupid.

watched Memoirs of a Geisha again. for gems project. okayy. it's draggy. i almost fell asleep, like what almost happen years ago when i watched it in the theatre. i still can remember whom i watched it with. proves that my memory isn't that bad yeah. okay random.

IDEAS presentation was okay on Monday i guess. at least we didn't screw anything up, though we didn't make it a great one though. IDEAS can be a chore, if we don't learn to appreciate it. whatever it is, it's just smth that we've got no choice but to do it.

school has been kind of boring recently. people are all having their exams. and goodlucks to Alyssa, my newly found gf for her MST and music exams. but don't brag that you dont have classes! we'll hang out again once your exams are OVER! (:

i've realise i've been visiting HollandV a lot recently and Alvina and Co. it's like... our routine if we want Subway or Cold Rock. good food are just simply irresistable.

Bindy isn't back from her OCIP trip to Vietnam. somehow somewhat, i've been not meeting the Clique for quite sometime. blame it that i'm the only one in SP. shitttttt. and Andy is flying off to Japan for his holiday. dear friend, please be nice and buy me something back! HA. xD

okayy. i'm lazy to continue. goodbye.

*mum was standing behind me when i blogged and she saw that i didn't do well for exams. she asked me not to waste money and study hard? is that what she meant by giving me encouragements? okayy. i'm so disappointed with her, but still, more of myself. i need some good words, not some insults. that wouldn't work for me.

clarechew is not feeling good now.

i wish for another land, where no one knows me.

i've decided to keep the blog simple. a simple template with no tagboard. but you guys can comment if you want to. (:

IDEAS presentation up tomorrow. i guess it's gonna be...LAME!

i watched one of my favourite movie at home today. the day after tomorrow. i simply love it, don't ask me why.

went over to Sathish's house yesterday for Deepavali and pus it was his birthday. i swear his sister is cute but she's really quiet. she doesn't want to reply me when i talked to her. i give up. his family is really nice people! :D though the dishes was a lil spicy for me. after Sathish treated us to Swenson's ice cream and i went to town to meet Alvina, Elmer, Joey and Nic. weird combi we know. by the time i met them was already 8. dinner again and walked around. the guys was looking at girls and nic said it was a 'pretty ladies night'. i have no idea why too! went home at around 10. that's about it.

clare leads a boring life. HAHAH! (:

i swear MST sucks. it's not surprising if i don't pass any papers. i shan't elaborate.








ideas can be such a bore till my classmates start to snap pictures. the other 3 are camera shys! :D

i can't wait for friday's 3pm when my exams are all finally over! i'm waiting. till next time.

i found out some things, but i feign ignorance.

okayy. i'm back from SMAC nightwalk. i'd say my station is kind of SCARY? designated above LT5. it was freaking hot. alright. nothing much. we took a few pictures. and Alvina seriously look like Pikachu.

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the other pictures are with Lina.

alright. i stayed up through the night. couldn't sleep in club last night. Borrowed laptop from Lezlie and wanted to watch High School Musical but i couldn't find the file so i didn't watch in the end. others was playing Risk while i surf the net. all went to sleep at around 6 in the morning and the only people left awake is Joan. we had some little random chats and went to have mac breakfast. YUMMY! mac breakfast is LOVEEEEE. (:

watched Sports Club vs Design Club's captain's ball intercons, clementi for lunch and home sweet home! bathed and slept like a pig till 9 when mummy was back with dinner! :D

i'm getting random at blogging these day.

lazy to start with my e-learning work. i've so much things yet so little time. banner painting in sch tmr. Touch at NTU on Wednesday. i need some time to study for MST, do my projects and meet up with friends! ):

i do hate e-learning.

replies to tags:
JENNIFER. yeah. like after so long! seeya around again soon! much loves. :D
EVEINE. ooh it's you! hurr. anyway study hard for MST. seeyou at week7!
FARIZ. dont leave your shit here pal. (:
HENRY. thanks yeah? hahah. you should sound more sincere!
KUANG. no i'm not. and goodlucks for intercons.

i hope one day i'd be just us.

the show on channel 8 had just ended and i was seriously TOUCHED. mummy and i were crying. i have this sudden urge to blog about what i've felt towards l-o-v-e.

it's been long that i've not believe in that. as in, i do not think that anyone could accept me for who i am. i know i'm not perfect, and no one is. i'm willing to accept the one i love/like for his flaws. but i guess all humans are very realistic, they want to find the one who they think is best, and have the best.

i think 'love' is a very vague word. everyone have different definitions and way of looking at it. but to me, love is when i can trust a person wholly and accept him for who he is. i'm looking for my self-confidence now. i do admit that i always have quit low confidence about myself. one little word here and there might hurt inside, but i appear to be really fine. i show my dislikes for people. i wouldn't take an extra effort to suck up to people. maybe that's my weakness. i need to do something about myself.

it's been 8months since i'm single. everything seem to go well. i hope things will continue the way it is. i'll just let nature takes it's course. to have it, or to remain the way it is. if i'm willing... ... ... would you?

sometimes i just need someone to tell me, 'everything's gonna be fine, i'll be around for you.'

i'm not emo.

you're the pills that made me smile.

i went back for touch training after 2 weeks. it didn't felt that bad afterall. it was raining initially and Joan, Delene and me was so reluctant cause we were feeling lazy. but i guessed we all didn't regret going for training yesterday. it's really good to train with Baby Angels. most of us are back for trainings. i'm glad with them around training!

nothing much about school. but i'm seriously getting lazy day by day. i'm lazy to wake up in the morning, resulting late-coming almost EVERYDAY? i know it's a very bad habit and i'm really trying hard to change it. why is there no straight bus from home to school. i hate changing bus, especially when i have to wait for 74 when sometimes it takes bloody long time to come!

i'm seriously craving for Subway and Starbucks now! oohman. will someone be nice and have them with me? hurr.

i know i'm having bad hair days. i just want it to grow fast. stop giving me unwanted comments. greatly appreciated.

alright. i shall stop here.

you might be the reason for the smile on my face.

alright. this week passed rather quickly. classes are still boring as usual, i guess i don't have to say this at every post of mine.

first ever sports club women's soccer training on friday. Patrick was our 'coach'? hur. we all had fun though we can't really kick the ball well! but the girl from finland who's under exchange program at our school now is really good. i'm waiting to see her score a goal for us. one more training on monday to know our positions and the rules, wednesday would be our match with SP women's soccer team. ohhhhh man. Pat keep on saying that we have the chances of winning, but i srsly think that the chances are really low. DAMNNNNNNN. just hope we wouldn't embarrassed ourselves too much!

have been hanging out with the year1s of sports club and people we know from ICE camp. afterall we concluded that ice isn't that useless afterall because it did bring us together! :D and i'm glad that i found these people.

next week would be a hectic week.
Match with SP women's soccer, SPSS test, Econs Retest on wednesday.
ITAB2 quiz on thursday.

why does there seem to be so many things but so little time now!

and oohyes. join facebook! i swear it's fun, though it's kinda hard to manage it! (:

1. person who tagged me-
   ELAINE TOH! The one who always makes me feel better after a conversation.

2. my relationship with her-
her wonderful words, craziness over soccer, and whining over school.

3. my 5 impressions of her-
Crazy, Retarded, Talkative (like seriously Elaine!), Bimbotic at times?, True towards everyone


4. most memorable thing that she had done for me-
accompanying me through the days when I was really down and never fail to talk to me when I needed someone.


5. most memorable words that she said to me-
ooh shucks, I can’t remember. Too many well said words during those days.


6. if she becomes my lover, i will?-
go crazy and show her off to every guy and say, ‘NEH NEH NI POO POO!!’

7. if she is my lover, he has to improve on-
I have no idea.


8. if he becomes my enemy-
it’s never gonna happen so why waste my brain juice thinking about it!


9. if he becomes my enemy, the reason is-
…

11. my overall impression of him-
The totally awesome and original one.


12. how do i think people around me will feel about me?-
not for me to say!


13. the character i love about myself is-
aye? How would I know? Maybe I’m… friendly!?

14. on the contrary, what character i hate about myself-
for caring about what others said! (right someone?)


15. the most ideal person i would like to be-
I don’t wna be anyone, just MYSELF!

17. pass this quiz to 10 ppl
ROCK ON :D


1) SERENE
2) YANLI
3) JENNIFER
4) ELAINE , SP
5) JOAN
6) ALVIN
7) REEVE
8) KUANGWEI
9) HENRY
10) FARIZ

is no9 a male/female?
Male


if no1 and no10 be together, is it a good thing?
OHMANNNNN. That’s not gonna happen! And if it does, I’m gonna love both of them to bits!

how about no3 and no4?
they’re already best buddies! Not surprising. (:


what is no2 studying about?
canoe polo-ing and her never ending trainings!


last time i chatted with no3?
yesterday, at the meeting.


what kind of music does no8 have?
Emo? I think so.

no6 have any siblings?

I have no idea! (ALVIN DO YOU?)


will you woo no7?
WOO NO7? In his dreams? (oops!)


is no4 single?
yes I think!

surname of no5?
ong.

where’s no3 studying?
Singapore Polytechnic


have you tried developing feelings for no8?
nahh, he’s attached lah!


where does no9 live?
Bukit Panjang! I forgot the name of the condo!


what colour does no4 like?
?? sorryyy…


does no7 like no2?
they don’t know each other but I think they don’t hate each other!

Cause they’re both awesome!


how do you know no2?
we’re in the same class! I bet we click so much because of our lameness!


no5 have a pet?
NO!?

the fact is always cruel, now i know why.

i've been thinking that loads of people around me are superficial. i don't know why, but i just felt this way nowadays. those people whom i use to talk to now, are drifting away. maybe it's just the meeting of better new people around. anyway, i've always thought that 'life's a bitch', so i guess it's all proving now.

but i thankgod i knew loads of nice people too. like the year1s of Sports club, the FLIPPIES, the campers and helpers from ICE camp. though some people dislike me, but it's okay, no one can ever satisfy everyone, RIGHT?

school has been okay for the past 4 days. everything went well. just that i dread going to school. i have no idea why too. perhaps classes and lectures are just wayyyyyy too boring! gems tomorrow. my first gems class, wish me all the best people!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY!!
i'm tired. bye all.

it's not your turn to judge me, shut up and f off.

okay. back from ice camp. i'd say it failed.
but i'm glad i met those nice new friends. :D

don't wna elaborate more on anything but i just wna apologise to everyone about the food poisoning. SORRYYY.

takecare peeps.

Elaine. i miss you too! have your promos ended? catch up with you soon.
Ambroze. do take real good care. :D

you brought my worries away like the bubbles in the air.

okay. this week passed kinda fast. i can't remember about what i did much too. class chalet on the 12th and 13th. i went for my class chalet and i was the only girl on the first night. everyone plans to stayover on the 2nd night while i plan to stayover on the first, so it's okay. at least the guys there are fine with me.

watched 3 movies straight on the first night. ohmy, i fell asleep at the 3rd disc and woke up after the movie ended. we played cards, watched tv, monopoly and crapped. i was too tired. slept at 5 in the morning and got woke up at 9am cause the guys were playing xbox and were making hell loads of noise. TSK. people started to come in the afternoon and it became a lil crowded. prepared for barbeque and i thought the barbeque was quite a success though i was planned last minute. thanks to everyone who put in effort and brought stuffs. i was so lethargic at the barbeque that i just sat around.

Yanli and i took Junhao's camera and took pictures! hahaha. i simply lover her! :D class chalet was a good get together session. i'm too lazy to elaborate on every detail. left the class and went home with ZhiMin and JunHao. i love talking to the both of them. their topics are always so funny. hur hur. i alighted at bugis and changed to bus. i really hate taking train cause there's so no privacy.


clarechew. :D




TOH YANLI IS LOVEEE.


i love the effect!


:D


white, red, havaianas.


classmates.


closer classmates. (:


dbf04 on the day! :D

school on the 14th for props making. i made a big spoon for the camp since i was the food i/c. it wasn't very nice cause i did it very last minute but still, it's okay! at least i have something! HAHAHA. thanks to everyone who have helped too. (: Holland Village for Subway after! it's SUBWAY!!!!!! it's love!

worked today at CCAB for a carnival for Sing health Corporate Games. umpire and photographer. nothing much. i was well paid i thought. yeah. nothing much to elaborate on. but i'm real tired now...

prep cam and ice camp starts tmr. ohmy. i really hope things will go fine. if anything is screwed, the whole committee will be screwed too. damn. i better get going to pack my stuffs. SIGHHH. i'll miss home. my bed, laptop and everything. ):