okay. staying home for the whole day today. it's been sometime since i stayed at home for the day. it's the 18th of the month, and it brought me back the 'feeling'. i hope i don't experience this on every 18th. it's bloody sucky. told ya i hope 18th would be out of the calender forever!

i've been approaching till i'm really tired i would say. all i need is that little initiative and you to be decisive. i'll be thankful by then. BE A MAN! you know all i need is an answer from you and i'd know what to do. :) if you always choose to run away, then forget it man. i wouldn't waste anymore time. don't expect more than what's given. i sent a message, but no reply. din know you became so harsh to me. probably that's just my answer. ooh man. enough is enough. i'm upset that ego and pride killed part of you. do think about it... enough said.

friends are starting school tomorrow! hur. i still have approximately 3 weeks more to slack. manager says there'll be 8 temporary staff reporting to work tomorrow! 8 mind you! there's now 2 of us and we're always stoning like nobody's business. why hire more people to stone with us! but whatever. i wish there'd be funny guys or girls? urgh. DREAM ON CLARE. all the fun people wouldn't be working like you! ha. but yea, i just need someone to entertain me at work!

mum got 'lao hua yan'. how hilarious! i won't be the only one at home who have to wear specs anymore. wahaha! i know i'm evil! :X

nothing much. it's only 1:38PM. probably i'll spend my day sleeping to 'recharge' my body! and yar! watch the vcd that wesley borrowed me! i was telling him i got this sudden urge to read 'The Giver' again, so he said he'll borrow me this vcd. i shall watch it! :D