i finally know, who cares and who doesn't.
uncle left us. we'll never get to see him again. he left us so early, so sudden that i don't even know how to react to it when i got to know the news. there's no 'insurance' to our tomorrow, and i've learnt to treasure the things and people around me.
life and death is really just between you heart beating or not. when it stopped, everyone will cry and mourn for you, but how long does this continues? a day, a week, a month, and as time slowly pass by, everything will be forgotten. how many times we do actually think about the friends and relatives who have left this world. life still goes on, everyone is realistic and materialistic. no one lives for whoever. it's just us, and our tomorrow.
i've not felt this kind of feeling throughout my 17years. but this time, i really felt something. my uncle's death is an impact to me. he loves me, dotes and me when i was young. he's just like a second father to me. cousins and relatives all reminded me that i'm the one that he dote on. i'm really sad that he's left me, and i won't ever get to see him again. i'll miss him. i regretted not visiting him often while he's still right beside me. we just take things for granted, thinking that everything is just so easy to come by. we don't treasure the people around us. i really regretted. deep down in my heart.
he'll live in my heart forever, no matter how i may become. he's the one who left one impact on my life. he made me who i am today. i may look okay, i may look fine. but who can feel the pain that's in me. i'm really sad for cousin too. she just lost her dad just like this. we promise to live life better, cause i know that's what uncle wants everyone of us to do.
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went for touch training after uncle's funeral's stuffs are all settled and done. i'm really tired now. i only had 3 hours of sleep the past days. and there's still M1 touch rugby carnival held tomorrow. i'm missing loads of classes and stuffs. got to really catch up. i'm shag. bye readers.
4 comments:
jie ai shun bian bah..... haiz... its sad.... last yr I lost my grandmother who dotes on mi too... v sudden death... ok... cheer up!!
Cephas
girl, take it easy. yeah. life is indeed very fragile. we all really do take things for granted.
like me, last year when my the only grandfather who passed away, i didn't even went to see him when he's at the hospital cause my mum forbid me from going due to exam.
i regretted so much. i hate it.till now, whenever i thought of my grandfather, i would tear.
so just live life to the fullest!treasure everyone around you!
clare. dun be too sad le. people do just go suddenly. this just teaches us that we should treasure all of our family members and frenz arround us. we should neva take them for granted. taking them for granted will only lead to another deep regret. treasure them as if there's no tmr. so if they are gone u will not feel a tinge of regret of not doin this not doin that.
so cheer up baz clare =]
dun worry bout catching up kae. u have great frenz around. they will all help u de. frenz will always be there when u need them. cos that's what frenz are for yeah.
wish to she de fun lovin clare chew back soon kaes.
cheers!!!
~cloud~
to all.
thanks for all who cared. i've learnt to take things easy already. so what if he's gone, he'll be in my heart forever. no matter what, thanks guys. it's great to have friends who care. :D
CLARECHEW
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